its my life story

useless.

02 January 2011 @ 9:08 PM

the picture above says it all.
i feel so useless. dont ask me why. i just feels like.
i dont feel the sense of belonging anymore.
idk why. i tend to get so emotional. i think maybe
due to miss little red riding hood or maybe its just
me. if your living with me, you'll notice im not
that shahida you used to know.
now,im pretty much to myself.
pretty much isolate myself from anyone at home.
unless first bro at home during the weekends
with his family. then im much more livelier i guess!
hah! idk. i think my thinking is as same as lil brother.
no one wants to hear you nor see your point of view
why you love to do that & this and why no one tries
to understand you even abit.
all they knows is WE the lil ones at home need to
LISTEN to them. in short, like a dog.
as much im trying to understand their point of view
i just cldnt. tried voicing out but i think its just
a waste of time. BIG TIME.
Bias-ness clearly occur. idk if let say someone else
got married in this house, that bias-ness will occur
much more cause it can clearly been seen now.
im tired of everything. i just wna get a peace of
my mind. i dont want to quarrel nor get into some
misunderstandings yet again.
So,2011. please be good to me yeah?
make my Year 2.2 a smoother year! let me pass with
good grades! im doing this for me,myself.
not anyone else.
Goodnight!
Xo.

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