its my life story

What If?

15 October 2010 @ 1:48 AM

Went out with this two babies earlier on just now!
helping syahrin with his part time work! yes! so
much of the part time work when ended up i guess
70% of the work is done by us,the girls! bleargh!
but still,he own us food! yes fooddddd! im waiting!
Or maybe he shud give us commission right?
like maybe half of his pay! maybe that will be great!
Hahhhh! & went to Wendy's just now!
Was quite unsure how would it taste like! but yeah,
it is not as BAD as i thought it would be!
Ni khairul & shaz laa! brainwashed me! i really
thought e end result will not be nice.
but yeah,it kindof not worth
the money actually. but yeah,its nice tho!
so,okay lah! the baked potatoes IS A MUST TO TRY!
DAMN DELISH i tell you! MyGod! i feel like
getting it AGAIN tmr! but no! not tmr!
cause im so lazy to go out or maybe ill grab someone
along with me just to get my baked potatoes! :D
Had a long day actually today! had a great talk with
Sabreena over at the bustop. yeah,i missed 5 buses
in total! thanks eh sab! haha!
we do talked alot. but at certain times ill just have to mute
myself. cause i think if i talk,i think ill just teared
in any minutes! hahaha! but yeah,thanks sab
for the "long" talk! HAHA!
& before going bed ive always have this thoughts,
all those kindof thoughts like,
"What If I Never Do That?"
i know,no use saying What If cause its already over.
But,when everytime i ponder back things i did to ppl,
hurt their feelings in anyways,
i feel so bad. its like,ill ask myself,
"What If I Never Do That?"
Ive always questioned myself that.
But little do i know,it already over,i cant mend whatever
thing i did to ppl anymore.
Sorry is a only word that i can say. But Sorry
cant bring back someone self back to normal.
Till now,im still guilty. Guilty for being
sucha pain in the ass girl.
For once,i feel so hopeless.

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