its my life story

I HATE YOU!

27 August 2010 @ 12:54 AM

Break fast with Nina syg and aizan over at BBQ chicken.

God only knows how full three of us are. hahaha!

but it nice catching up with two of this

"prince & princess" *puke*

hahahaha! but still,loveyou both kay! *wink*

afterwards,bids goodbye to aizan as hes off to fetch

his girlf. so,me & nina off to macd get our dessert

& had a girls talk. more to heart to heart talk

actually. what else if its not about boys right?

hahaha! okay laa,not so much about boys.

70% abt boys oths all about our future.

i nearly cried while talking to nina. shes the only one

whom i can express everything out. maybe shes the

only one whom i can talk things out to.

you know,shes the only girlfriend i trust?

as in,my deepest thoughts and all,yes,shes the

only one whom i can said everything all out to.

you know,i hate it when the topic about boys

comes along. nina been trying her best to say

i dsnt look tht bad and stuff. but you know,

when you got a bad exprience,one after another,

your self-esteem just dropped low. way low then you

expected. so,whenever or whoever said you look

pretty,nice,beautiful,gorgeous or what it is,it does not

brings that high self-esteem back again.

maybe one day. but that day will not be like tmr

or next week or even next month. probably it'll

take years for some. for me,i guess forever. HAH!

well,thanks for you whom recently made me

become likethis. i know,you'll not read this in

anyway. but i pray for karma to hit back to you

really hard. May Allah bless you in everything

you do and trust me,ill never forget what you

did. NEVER in my entire whole life.

cause you've somehow destroy apart of my

life. thank you mister.

dont be surprise if one day you see me & i give you

face that indicates alot of hatred.

cause to me,you deserve that so much.

& i feel stupid,so stupid,way stupid

for crying.

cause,you does not worth

my tears. you does not worth

anything. i feel dumb,i feel like an idiot,

i feel like a clown to you.

& i feel stupid for

falling.

for falling ~~for you~~

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