its my life story

A badbad day.

30 August 2010 @ 11:17 PM

A disastrous week for me starts today! Big Sigh!
tmr Adult Nursing paper! wed,pharmaco,
thurs mental health!
stressstressstressstressstressstressstressstress!

i was shock, speechless when she said smth
that brought me to tears.
idk what to say. i dont know how i should react.
i dont know what to do. just by typing this,im tearing.
idk when can all this end?
Dint he know about this?
Dint he even bother to stop everything?
Why isnt he is the one whom be responsible of
all this? Why must be her not him? Why?!
Your testing my patience. ive lost all my trust in you.
& bit by bit. im losing respect to you.
Ive tried my best not too. but your way to much.
i wont deny that im starting to hate you.
But you see,i respect you that much that
I CANT AFFORD TO HATE YOU!
why cant you understand me? why cant you
understand us? ATLEAST! understand her.
i dont ask for much. Okay,i dont need you to understand us.
BUT JUST HER. if you want me to beg you,i will.
Just for her,i will.
But,do you even bother? NO! you did not.
you ALWAYS think about yourself.
you & your EGO!
but when your in tight situation,you look for her.
but,when shes in tight situation,
do you even care about her? do you even
try to help her? NO!
YOU CREATE MORE TROUBLE!
you know,at this point of time,i cant do anything
as much as i wanted.
Karma is a bitch if you are one.
You get what you give,either you give it negatively
or positively.

Just please,stop creating problems.
You would think i know non. but i know alot.
Allah itu maha kuasa.
If you keep doing this,dont be surprise if one day
theres nil respect to you.
& i mean it!

Ya Allah,Kuatkanlaa dia. Sesungguhnya doa
sahaja yg boleh aku tolong sekarang ini.
Amin.

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