it's
my life
you're reading about
I AM PARANOID!
23 May 2010 @ 10:38 PM

for a moment,no,not for a moment.
BUT,i feel this for a long time already.
i HAVE a friend,whom i think is USING me for good
right now. yes,i am SERIOUS.
its like,when you need me,you come to me complaining
EVERYTHING to me and stuff.
but when you already HAVE your other friends,
you TOTALLY forgot about me. this might sound
stupid,but I AM PARANOID.
you've made me lost trust on you once.
and when this things happen & happening right now,
im scared if by giving you another chance by trusting you
isit WORTH it or not.
no,im not gg to tell you straight at your face.
YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS YOURSELF.
but if your too oblivious to your surroundings,
then too bad and too sad.
im sick & tired of all this.
Being alone is the best. ill not ask for anything much.
i cannot force ppl to change cause me,too in the
process of changing for the better.
For now,studies is my first priority.
will not disappoint my parents nor my siblings
& also bro's girlf!
InsyaAllah,i can do this!
Amin!

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The name SHAHIDA will do.
im not perfect & im loving it.
i blog to express & not to impress. im a procrastinator. Like very! (: i have a number of wonderful & lovely peoples around me & im really thank god for that.
sometimes,i just dnt understnd why must i be in a situation that nobody or anybody wud want to be in.
& if you think you really know me well,im asking you a favour to read back my blog again.
cause,nobody knows & understand me well except for myself,only me. :)

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