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a big SIGH. ):
18 May 2010 @ 7:39 PM

Its been awhile evensince i cried.
and thanks mom for that today.
idk why.
but since you ALWAYS love to make me
pissed off with you every now & then,
i shall fulfill your wish sooner or later?
i cant wait till i grad & work
& im off to overseas to cont my studies.
maybe that will help you,
will help to ease your mind from me?
hah.
yeah,im a useless brat. not an apple in your eyes.
but still,i do have feelings.
all may say,mom knows us the best.
yes,you know me the best.
BUT you have not know me totally.
not to my feelings.
you no NOTHING.
so,its kindof useless if i argue with you with
anything. cause you know nth.
continue to become a great mom to the
oth 3child. esp to the 2nd one.
cause i know he is the only one who
can make YOU PROUD.
How much i put an effort to make you & dad proud,
i guess my effort are all flow down to the drain.
true what ppl said,
'bile seseorg buat slh,drg ingat smpi mati,
bile seseorg buat baik,takde ingat pon smpi mati.'
mom,just put your ego aside.
i dont hate you mom. i just hate your egoistic.
Totally.
idk how it gna works this saturday.
at this point of time,i need 1st brother.
i just need to talk to him right now.
cause i know,he understand me the most!
)':

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The name SHAHIDA will do.
im not perfect & im loving it.
i blog to express & not to impress. im a procrastinator. Like very! (: i have a number of wonderful & lovely peoples around me & im really thank god for that.
sometimes,i just dnt understnd why must i be in a situation that nobody or anybody wud want to be in.
& if you think you really know me well,im asking you a favour to read back my blog again.
cause,nobody knows & understand me well except for myself,only me. :)

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