its my life story

ilovemyparentsalot!

23 April 2010 @ 1:47 AM

16moredays to go baby!
yes,definitely im damn eager to end this attachment
fast & be back to sch fast too! cant wait for that definitely!
tdy,one of my patients really touches my heart.
she almost made me cry. i hold my tears as much as i can
of cause. as i know we nurses cannot cry infront of the
patient. but,the more i try to calm her down,the more she
cried. i feel so sad okay. treat her like my own mom. ):
and feel very happy when she come back smiling & laughing.
she is one of many patient ive ever seen so strong.
eventho her leg is amputated,she can do almost everything
herself. thats,i admire alot. i always complain how tough life is.
but,when i saw her,i scolded myself.
life is more difficult for her rather then me but yet,
she did not complain much. she said,its all God's will that shes like that.
eventho shes kind of frustrated cause her sickness
cause her sickness are like nvr end.
with her family prob all ard,i feel ashamed of myself.
and at tht point of time,i just walk away from her.
the more im at thr,im sure tears will sure come rolling down.
i told her that she need not need to feel sad or anything
cause while im still here,ill make sure she'll be
happy & smiling all the way!

somehow,i did not regret being a nurse.
it is somehow an eye opener for me.
i learn,life is short,its either you live with it or you suck it!
sometimes,you MUST be selfish.
think about yourself first before oths.
i said again,SOMETIMES.
& im grateful to have mom & dad still by my side.
cause,without them or even one of them,
life is a total waste & useless for me.
that is why,i would rather die first before them.
ohmy,idk why im tearing but yes,
iloveyou mom&dad.
thanks for everything.
words cud not express how i feel towards you guys.
but,3/4 of my heart has already belong only to you two.
(':

ps ; i feel like baking brownie tmr!
sisterrr! we shall have cooking competition
tmr shall we?
cause i know ill win this!
HAHAHAHAHA! :P
see you tmr! loveyoutruckloads!
Xoxo.
((:

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