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im so worn off! i went out alot tdy! i mean,to buy the
chalet stuffs for later one! damn tired okay! :/
& tdy's injection DAMN PAIN! *faint* its more painful
then the first two injections. it still hurts now. wah piang.
hahaha. okay! dont care laa. LOL! & thanks mom for
the help! your the best! loveloveloveyou hell lot & you
know tht very well too! hee. ((: & thanks 2nd bro for
giving me alil bit of time sending me & friends to
the chalet tmr & let me use your name for booking
the chalet. thanks alot! ((: & i really hope tmr will turn out
to be what i want it to be. im the organizer what! of
cauce abit nervous if anything wrong happen. scared okay!
cause this is the first ever time i organize this. okok,
whatever! i gtg now! the chalet pictures will be upload
once everything ends! im it gna be fun tmr!
insyaAllah! will update again soon! takecareee! <3

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Ohmygod. its like double happiness! HAHAHA!
firstly,atlast,liverpool won their game just now
against wolves & SEZAIRI WON SG IDOLLLLL!
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
worth my $$$$$ voting. hahahah! & pratically,once
the results was announced,everyone at my block was
like screaming! include me of cause! hahaha! & idk why
sia,ppl keep complaining sylvia should win,not sezairi
and blablabla. but eh,results are out what! can you
just bloody hell shut up & stop spouting all nonsense?
like saying he got the looks thts why ppl vote for him
and all?! please,to compare him with taufik,i prefer
TAUFIK WAYYYYYYY BETTER THEN HIM.
i vote for him cause of his talent & not his fucking looks
for fucking goodness sake. Okay,i sounds angry.
I AM & I DO! (eh boy,kau buat aku marah kau tau tak?! -.-)
kau bobal lebeh beh da paiseh tak nk mengaku kalah.
pegi mampos laa. menyebok jek. im so gna delete you off
from my msn list,fb list & even your no. IRRITANTS! -.-'''
sickening sak. tau pon takot smpi tk bole nk reply aku
balik. bodo btol! -.-'''


Okay chill shahida,chill. *breathe in breathe out*
whateverthing itis,got a severe headache right now!
and i needa sleep. tmr i need to go to yishun poly to
get my last jab! ADOIIIIIII! i dont like! ): then to sch
to finish off projects then to meet sabreena at np to
buy chalet stuffs then to ntuc/shengshiong/mcp
to buy chalet food! WTF! im screwed! Oh God,please
save me! ): Till then! Goodnight darlings! <3

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im terribly sick. fever has already soothe down. but,not
totally! -.- my throat dsnt give me any mercy.
and i got a terrible running nose. and not forgetting
drowsiness. ): since saturday. sis in law and me are
down to sick. not forgetting kak yanie too. like out of
sudden,everyone sick you know. but,Alhamdullilah,
kak yani and me recovering perhaps? idk abt sis in
law. gta ask bro tmr. francina told me i was down to
sick cause im excited for class chalet. -.- no link!
seriously. i think its norm for me laa. it will be before
or after exams ill be sick. like now. sigh. lucky i sick
this week uhh. if not,no Npcc bbq & class chalet for
me. LOL.



Oh shit,ive yet to start on my 1500words essay. -.-
idk how to start also. sigh. tmr need to wake up early
for HA skill prac. mom and dad nags at me not to
go to sch and rest at home. but how can i?! sch reopen,
got ICA presentation and HA mock exams. pathetic.
tsk! gtg now. head cannt take it anymore. nights! <3

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Had a long chat with cuzzy nisa! we're practically talking
about nursing. what else! exchange thoughts & stuff.
haha. and we both have the same idea of going to aussie
to further our studies there! but,because she already gradute
from ite,and i still have another 2 years more to serve at
poly,i told her to work & save up then we go there together!
see! this is why i love her so much! its like great mind think
alike kindof thing you see! haha. ive discuss with mom
regarding this. and she allow me to go! cause my uncle is
over there with his family. so,practically she'll not be so
worried to death if let say shes worried if anything gna
happen to me. cause im going to stay with my uncle.
so,food all wldnt be a prob for me laa. told nisa abt this
& she too! very excited! wait for me kay nisa! 2years
skejap jek! heh. then i think i gna make a miss for my bonding
with ttsh! cause if i bond,ill have to bond like for 3years.
by the time im like 23years old? and for sure,got no
mood to study already laa. & Alhamdullilah,my beloved
parents dint object but support me going for the further studies,
but still,gna discuss this again with mom once she recover!
insyaAllah. & tmr,am gna skip sch just to takecare for mom.
i dont want anything to happen to her if not,ill regret again.
gna make her laugh tmr. cause i believe,laughter is the best
medicine. loveyoumom. this is the only way i can express
my deed towards you. but obviously,ill do more than that.
for sureeee! :D & yes,this is the things i need to do during the
holidays! & this will prove you why i dont even need a break
at all laaa! tsk! LOLLLL!

• Health Assessment Lab practice to get ready for the skill test.
• 1500words of essay on PNPE.
• 300words of essay on i forgot for which. haha!
• Revise for Lab Skill test 2.
• 3 more projects to get done with! (which have yet to get started! LOL!)
• Study for Biolody practical test.
• Study for Finals which will commence really soon after breaks.

see! how pack will my schedule can be? -____________-
and reassure,the list goes on. dsnt stop there for goodness
sake! LOL! Oh! its been a long tims since i read a novel.
miss it when i read and cry. haha! eh,not emo.
but,im so mesmerize with the stories! LOL!
till here then! Goodnight! (:

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stoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopid!
johnson should go die laa! go own goal for what! & because
of you,liverpool lost to arsenal! idiot! haiyer. stupidstupid! :/
& ive yet to finish my HA assignment! die sure die laa!
and now is like 2 in the morning! wtf! sigh. ):

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im done bathing him,change his diapers & now,
hes just beside me sleeping so soundly. & my
hand hurts right now. carry him for like an hour
just to make him sleep comfortably! -.-'''
so,please say im a good aunty okay! LOL!


it amazes me how fast my only little rascal
has grow up so far. when first i saw him was like
on june. when he is so fragile & so small whr
alot quite reluctant to carry him due to he
is the impremature baby. but now,he,beside me,
5months old already. a very hyperactive kid &
dsnt wnt to stop nagging. haha! how much a baby
can made my day! and it touches me that he
grow up right infront of my eyes. eventhough he
only come here at least 3days in two weeks.
now,hes learning how to crawl. and then,few months
later,learning to stand and then,walk. how fast time
passes by? without me knowing,he will then know
how to talk! and eventually call me aunty! hee.
so cute leh. heh. ^^ & now,time check,10.55am.
and im still very sleepy. so,i going to join my
babyboy to his wonderland now. so long till
i blog again! takecare! (:

Labels: babies do make me wonder. ily iqraam.

• Theory test. -DONE-
• Skill test. -DONE-
• NPCC BBQ. -26dec-
• CLASS CHALET -29dec-

not forgetting projects! yet to get the oth project started.
& i really think i need to clarify to someone regarding smth.
feel alilbit guilty. in short,i think too much for myself
& abandon oth's feelings. yes,i made it unfair! sorry love! :/
time check,1.30am. i cannot sleep! ):
even though im damn sleepy! how can this be?!
& yes,baby Iqraam is in the house! ^^
was kinda shock when my bro & sis came just now cause i tot
they'll only come tmr! heh!
& saturday,ill be babysitting this little rascal.
hope he sleep like one log all the way.
cause this includes ;
- i NEED to BATH him.
- i NEED to change him (wear/change his diapers,etc)
- i NEED to FEED him.
- i NEED to SLEEP him.
- i NEED to 'layan' him if not,he will 'mengamok'. (only 5months old!basket!)
- & the list goes on.


i dont know why mom,big bro & sisinlaw got the full trust on me
taking care of this little ones alone.
hahahah! & sab even say its fun taking care of baby!
like it seems! but actual fact it is not!
tiring okay! but well,ill use this ample time to spend as much as
i can with him. haha! & i find him more 'manje' now.
or maybe,he misses us too? haha! (yes,i think too much! LOL!)


& before i go,I PASSED MY LAB TEST! hehe.
NEARLY FAIL! stupid medicine. sigh.
really,i need to pull up my bloody socks even if i use ankle
socks! hahaha!
Goodnight! <3

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yay! theory test done! left with skill tmr! *crossfinger*
the test just now was manageable. this was like the first
ever time im pretty proud of myself cause i manage to
finish the paper on time & i can answer most of the qns.
minus off the SAQ last qn! haha! totally out of point laa!
cause i misinterpreted the qns & get laughed off by the
oths! hahahahaha! but nvrm laa! what is done cannot
be undone. somemore the paper is over already. so,no use
crying over the spilled milk. LOL! and thanks to sab for
the help! haha! she help me alot laa. as in some of the
qns she taught me,came out! SOME eh sab,SOME!
haha! thanks laa yer TEK ONE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :P
and now,idk what will happen to me tmr! im pretty
much ready for the skill test. but,im just too nervous! :/





& oh! mr mario,my lecturer for psychology,he showed
us a video clip. & yes,i CRIED! hahaha! here is the video link!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiGKWoJi5qM
i cant seem to able to upload the video here! pfft! -.-''
& i cried just then! haha! actually i hold my tears when mario
showed us this video! heh! but seriously! this is so heart-
warming laa! how much the love of an animal & the ppl.
very sweet horr! PLEASE AGREE WITH ME! hahaha!
and i can forsee that my two weeks break will not be a break
week for me indeed. it'll be all about projects & assignment!
i almost forgot that i need to do the 1500words of essay &
300words of essay plus three more projects to go & finals
by then! POLY LIFE IS SUCHA HECTIC ONE! like hell yes.
but lucky,ive sucha wonderful classmates & this,made me
keep going! & special thanks to NUR SABREENA ABD TAB-LIB!
heh. she indeed made my life a wonderful one. as in,we fight,
we cry,we laugh but still,we will be still be good friend.
sab,you know i know kan. rmbr! dsnt mean we laugh at you
means its true, but simply means your funny. get what i mean?!
so,dont take it too hard! (: & thanks for those unstoppable
encouragement,advises & support you've given me in studies
& oths which you know,i know! HAHAHA! chey,kembang ah
kau aku buat special thanks gini! ish,menyams aku! *slapsurnose*
HAHAHA! but seriously,thanks ayt! you know i love you! :P
till then! gotta study now! Goodnight! <3

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i seriously think i gna fail my theory test paper tmr!
ive yet to study a single thing! what the fish! -.-'''
then the next day i got skill test! another fishcake!
i know i can do it. but somehow my confidence are all gone!
i think they are all hiding inside my closet! ya! probably!
LOL! 1/4 of the classmates taken the lab skill test just
now! out of 6,2 fail. and now,im like dead worried if ill be
the next one to fail. which probably,i might be one of them
too. but still,i dont want to fail. i dont want to retake
the skill test! cause if i fail,ive got to take all together
3 prac after sch's break. which,i think,ill be turning into
a crazy woman by then. Oh ya! did i told u i pass my
Bio mcq paper? i seriously tot i would have fail tht paper.
but,i dint. but still,am dissapointed with the results.
not blaming oths. but,myself. haha. yala. i at fault what!
study really last min! and yes,doing it again! study for lab
test last min also. haha! and so,i guess ive got to be going
now. ive got hell lot of things to revise. heh.


ALL THE BEST SHAHIDA! YOU CAN DO IT TMR! :D

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Labels: we are your nurse and not your fcking maid. get tht in mind.

im not going to london. yes! im serious. im not going.
the lecturer called me earlier on & said the trip
causes like $750 MORE then the actual price he
quoted us last time. isnt that totally absurd?! he thinks
we poly students got alot of money i guess & he also
thinks money grows on tree! -.-''' even elton was like
so mad when i told him this news. & he,himself do not
want to go too! this includes janice & jas too! Stupid!
its okay! i still going to aussie! *bigsmile* & i told mum,
to keep those money and spend it when we're going thr.
better! which i cannot wait for tht! i heard mum gna
postpone the trip cause of idiot lil bro sitting for Os.
stupid! i dont care lorr. next year must go! directly aft
his exams! heh. ^^




& oh,i pretty well thinks that this hypocracy thingy
going on right now among each oth? well,i must say,
i am one of them too. but what to do! ill not be acting
like this IF you started on this first. (: i have my limits
& yet you've gone too far already. dont be surprise
if one day,one fine day i just burst everything out.
i know my weaknesses. and i bloody well know yours
too. ive studied your attitude too well already eventhough
ive not known you for decades. but still good friend,
i think you must really see to whom your complaining
to ppl about me or whoeverelse. cause,you'll nvr know
if he/she your talking about to is your 'true' friend,
the one whom you can trust 100%. i laugh to know
that your telling me bad things abt the oth's
& the oth's tell me bad things abt you! but still,both of
you are close friend?! isnt that a biggest joke that you
both can create?! woo! interesting! hahaha! & dsnt mean im
quiet means im in a losing state & im not aware
of the surrounding states. i do. and pretty well do aware
of everything. but it simply means,i cldnt be bothered with you.
& this also simply means,i dont want my name to be
tarnish to someone else by only slightest mistake that i did.
if you think im talking about you right now,for whoever
is reading this blog,think about it again! it might be you
whom i talking about! so long! (:

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I was suppose to meet baby Iqraam at sis in law's
place. but,im too tired to wake up! haha! dad wake
me up at 7.30am! when last night i slept at almost 5am?!
and the previous night i slept at ard the
same timing also. haha. cannot sleep. :/ then,after
accompany my aunty. not mom to geylang,reach
home at about 11plus,eat then i sleep till 10pluspm.
hahaha! mom called me at ard 2plus 3. tell me to
get ready to go to my sister's place. but,too sleepy.
stupid right? missed my nephew so much but ended
up i dint go because im so engross with my beautiful
sleep. ): its okay,its alright. i gna meet him next week.
for real! :D


&& HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ZHALYNA!
wished you already. so,again,all the best in eveything
you do & may Allah bless you too! last long with your
Mr okay Madam! :D see you ard darl! Xoxo. ((:


& damn,now i cannot sleep! class start at 10 later on.
hmm. i think i go watch movie. hehe. byeeee! :D

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It was pretty awesome tdy. eventhough i dropped
my precious phone for the 2nd time plus tdy!
i was like shouting 'wtf' when i heard my phone dropped!
careless! i sdldnt have hold my phone after mom called
me! sigh. its okay. alright. no prob. ill still take it as it is. ):


& oh,went to swimming with sab & frans! haha. damn
funny. its okay,we'll go to jurong newt time round?
better right? somemore got the slides all. haha. wait
till hols then. but,frans going to taj mahal! -.-'''
its okay,one day. a must. LOL! and FINALLY,
my drug card is done! tmr,got to revise for lab skill
test. damn alot! & must memorise the drug names
all somemore. i wish i got alien's head. tsk!
& IM NOT HAPPY LAA! LAB SKILL TEST!
KAK MIS! WHY YOU CHANGE YOUR TEST
SCHEDULE! HATE YOU TO THE ULTIMATE LAA!
sobsob! & i think i wanna change date also! hmpft!


&& holidays is like in 2weeks time! Yipeeeeeeeyyy!
& ive got alot to plan for the class. class june-dec babies
bday celeb,class chalet & yes,npcc bbq too!
& sab,make sure im not the event organizer next sem.
i want to quit! if not,ill kill myself for goodness sake! tsk!
but to think about it back,even if im not the event
organizer,ill be for sure be the one whom ended up
helping them organizing things. how irony huh!


Time check 2.09am. and i need to follow mom to geylang
early in the morning later on! my beautiful sleep gone! ):
& yes, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY IZYAN DEAR! (:
ive wished you. so,nth much shall i say now. whateverthing
itis,its norm to missed your boy. if i were to be you,hell yeah,
me too darling. cheer up okay! you still got all your gfs around!
& may you enjoy your day later to the fullest! loveyou! Xoxo.


// & am suddenly craving for roti naan! special thanks to
sis in law's aunty,mumy zurah for talking about it.
and my stomach now nagging at me already lorr.
hahaha! its okay nenek,'babes' day out like what you've
said! KIV! HAHAHA! :D

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i just finished watching 'My Sister's Keeper'
i tell you i cried like nobody business! -.-'''
its hard for me to explain whats the storyline is
about. but,it is definitely worth my time watching it!
wna ask kak mis help me download the movie.
heh. i was like crying then stop for 5mins then cry
again. hahaha! eh,seriously very sad hor!
want to know why,go watch it yourself okay hor. :D
and yes,i was suppose to do my drug card and
stuff. but ended up,i watching movie. see,how lot
i procrastinate? hahaha! its okay. tmr,i promise
to get my things done! But wait! tmr got liverpool
soccer match leh! :/ HAHAHA! shall see how!
hmm. Goodnight! :D

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i skipped 3hours lecture! two hours of bio & another
one is child bearing lecture! together with kak mis &
jaseema! hahaha! its not what you all think but yes,
i need hell lot of rest laa. thats why! actually i can stay
the whole two hour for child bearing lecture. but i need
to accompany my mom to lavender to get her passport.
so ya. wah,i tell you. ive been like waiting like for ages!
for my mom's turn! imagine uh,when we came,the queue
number was 8385 likedat? then,guess whats my mom's
queue number?! FREAKING 8681! *faint* i sit thr until
my butt become numb laa. -.-' but luckily lappy was with
me. :D



i guess i did alot of catching up with mom. laugh together
with her & shared my life stories with her is one of the
best thing i cldnt even wnted more! loveloveloveloveyou
worldloads mom! (if truck small. world is a whole thing! :P)
tmr! will be going out with sab & francina. go where?
will let you know soon! HAHA! sab,if you do again what you
did to me when we're sec one,i promise you,ill nvr let you
go away this time round huh! watch out! haha! ^^
then,im off to sister in law's crib to see my babyboy!
miss him like hell lorr. idk why. but,just now i just teared
when i browse thru his pictures? haha. well,like ive said,
he mean alot to me. hell lot. (: okay,i gtg for now.
need to do some revision. takecare! (:







&& OH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS IN LAW'S 2ND BROTHER,
NAZRI or should i be calling him ABG NAZRI?! -.-'''
so weird. (cause ive nvr talk to him before. haha! but closer
with the oth one,nafi. ard my age mah. haha!)
okay,whatever thing itis,may Allah bless you in everything
you do! ((:
&&
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUL! (:
ive msged you earlier on (& im sure your reading this too! LOL!)
hope you did enjoy your day just now! One more year eh!
ask me again one more year to what,i so gna smack you! haha.
may Allah bless you too! ((:

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