its my life story

headacheeee! ):

30 October 2009 @ 6:42 PM

AT LAST! its like friday againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

i was like damn F worn off. especially for ystd! hahah! i was like

sleeping all the way. for LAB LESSON ALSO! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

until the lecturer asked the whole class,

'why does that girl always sleep?'

she asked me,

'are you sick?'

i replied,

*nods head*

she said,

'if your sick,dont come sch,go doctor'

ACTUAL FACT I WAS LIKE SO DAMN FUCKING WORN OFF!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

really. cause the previous day,i carry my oh so light nephew

from NORTHPOINT to my house. walking. (:

being a oh so good aunty,i wnted to carry him till home.

when even my sister offered me to put him down. but i dont want.

so,its like half and hour plus of carrying him,resulted me to have a really

terrible ache all over my upper body. which resulted me to be so

shagged during school hours. i slept throughout all lessons!

im so damn bad lorr! ):

feel so guitly now! nvrm,i shall start my revision over the weekends.

On my Biology especially. week 5 my sem 2 test start already.

and i aim like for B+ for it? at least a B,ill be like a

happy kid. haha. (:

shall go now. my head,from just now,from sch,giving me a

terrible problem. having a terrible headache now!

& i wonder,if one day i were be diagnosed with cancer,

and were told that i only get to live for a month,what will be

everyone's reaction? will they be happy? sad?

no feelings?

idk,let it happen maybe i know?

*touch wood ah*

LOL. (:

Labels: sleepppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

27 October 2009 @ 12:29 AM

when i am on a verge to give up. ive always rmbr
what dad said to me not to. how kak yanie always
advise me to relax my mind when im so stressed
up. how mom always hope the best for me. how
my friends always motivate me saying i can do it.
how can i not make all of them not dissapoint with
me? how can i possibly make all of them happy?
how? now,im on the verge on giving up. but,on the
same time,i know i must not give up. but,too much
of the pressure. Oh mannnnn. FML! sigh.

Labels: its going to be over soon.

im dead.

26 October 2009 @ 8:33 PM

i dont wna wake up from your sweet
dream. a BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE.

im superduper stress. im in need of some energy
booster. anyone can kindly give to me one?!

Labels: my life is totally over man.

i happy,you happy. (:

25 October 2009 @ 12:43 AM

went to jessica's bday party tdy! it was a so call last minute
thing laaaa. LOL! so,after taking my bursary,went meet
lina & rina at bugis junction. my god,i laughed when lina
smsed me saying they're at the bugis arcade! how cute can
both of them be?! hahah! then go find jessica's present.
got her this cute dress. really nice then trained down to
pasirris. & ALICE! you cmi one laaa! LOST SENSE OF
DIRECTION! hahahahah! ppl said aloha CHANGI got
same as ALOHA LOYANG MEH?! i repeated like idk
how many times leh! hahahahaha. dumbdumb!
Okay,fast forward. had a really fun gathering. i laugh
non stop hit. supposingly i was having a moderate
headache. with those jokes & laughter,it just dissapear
in split seconds! thats how much i love my poly friends.
they know how to make me laugh when i dont even
wna smile. awww. <333>
a chalet maybe? hmm. yes. and again,me! -.- alice,come,
i kill you know. thank you! (: but still,i love you horr! :D
me,lina & muthe went back first together. cause we stay
at the same area. so,when we're in the bus 969,muthe
whispered to me regarding this lady infront of us,standing,
her THUMB EXACTLY LIKE YIHUI'S! HAHAHAHAHA!
lina went over-excited when we told her abt it! hahahhah!
i controlled my laughter. & i straightaway smsed huibobo!
damn! F. funny! serious! hahhahah! cannot tahan lorr.

sch has already started like for a week already. & friday,
i dint manage to hold my eyes open anymore & i slept
the whole of child bearing lecture totally! was only fully
awake in the starting & ending. cool or whatt?! but,cannot
blame me. cause,the lecturer,haiya. shes a chinese. really
full blood chinese BUT,the way she talk,her english slant.
really. simply made me doze off. damn boring lorr! and now,
im so guitly for sleeping! sigh. also due to the late night sleep
laa. i slept at 3? the last night. so,i shall blame myself also!
i slept during bio class also! i think,i shall ask janice for help.
hee. my bad. always trouble ppl! ): heh. shall give them my
really innocent decent look. so,ill look so pathetically
in need for help. sure,can one laa! hahaha! Okay,i think
i talk too much already lorr! LOL! & yes,to the Olevel
candidates,ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR OLEVELS!
do it once & for all. im sure you can do it. (:
thanks for reading!
xoxo. (:

Labels: enjoyed my day tdy. awesome to the maxicoooo. LOL.

not going to say anything from now.

23 October 2009 @ 1:36 AM

i really think i shud stop being too 'helpful' to people.

trying to solve oths problem when they come up to

me whereas on the flip side,my problems are like wayyyy

more troublesome or easier way to say,out of hand.

i dont want ppl to judge me wrongly when i myself

really mean the right way. thru past experience,i think

i shud stop. stop being a 'heroine' whom tries as best

i can to solve oths problem when my own problems

are remain unsolved. to tell the truth. im quite hurt

when i was jugde wrongly,when i was being criticized

for which things i dint do or i dint mean to do.

well,human being. see things thru different perspective.

for which,i cldnt blame them for misjugding me in thier

ways that they feels too.

your thoughts,your say,i cant stop you from thinking

about me that way.

Labels: speechless.

fucking hate you fucker!

21 October 2009 @ 10:55 PM

third day of school already. and my brain juice damn!
not F. working for now so far! wth! this cannot happen for
like continuously lorr! damn sad! my life is going to be
gone soon! tsk! ): im very proud of myself cause i manage
to stay awake for all those killer lectures for this 3days
straight! Ohmyyyyy. God,please,help me stay awake for
the rest of the days,weeks & even months!

& to anyone whom maybe concern,
dosent mean i never talk to you means i hate you.
the more you urge me to talk to you,the more you'll
see im going further away from you. please,i need some
F. time to be like last time. its NEVER easy. your not
a girl,its F. easy for you to say. but,try become a girl,
ill sure you F. know how i F. feel. urgh! just F. off!
the more i see you're trying your best to talk to me,
you know the consequences. dont be mad at me for
hating you for tht. im not going to say sorry. you start
it first. change,then ill forgive you. enough said.
Goodnight!

Labels: whatever that makes you happy.

i dont like you! go away!

19 October 2009 @ 8:24 PM

sch been okay for tdy i guess? LOL! i can feel the stress-ness
coming up! LOL! & tmr itself,i shall call it Tuesday Blues.
guess what?! 9-12 lectures,then one hour of break,then 1-3
continue lectures & then continue from 3-5 lab! WTH! is this
fair?! life is seriously F. unfair laaa. ONE PATHETIC HOUR
of BREAK! my brain can explode,& i got the feelings ill sleep
during lecture class tmr! hahhaah. wahhh! die lorr! die!
GPA sure cmi also! die! hahhaha! nvrm,ill asked kak mis to
pinch me so ill not sleep. i hope! LOL!

Ops fad! sorry! i nvr mean to hurt you in anywayyy!
but,hes cute & he asked for my name! you MUST face tht
fact! HAHAHAH! :P & yah,tht flour girl,her hair cannot
make it! HAHAHAHAHH! i was like laughing like hell.
non stop hit. not trying to be bad. but,her hair really
damn! cannot make it siaaaaaaa! reallllyyyyyyyyyy!
dont believe me,go seee for yourself! :P hahahha! (:

& SEM 2 TIMETABLE SUCKS TO THE MAXIMUM!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Labels: school suckzxzxz

damn cute lorr. (:

17 October 2009 @ 7:36 PM

im totally worn off. phew. went out with fad sexy (inside joke)
hahaha! to bugis & far east. then back to northpoint to get all
our stuff for sch. almost all ready. but yeah,still not ready for
sch. at bugis,we get our begs. i got mine at the zinc shop.
damn F. funny incident. the shop assnt was coincidently
a cute/charming (thts what fad says) guy. really,he
damn cute. remind me of someone lorr! HAHA! *sry fad* :P
then fad came over from the watch shop & upon seeing tht
guy,mcm nk pengsan aku tgk die! HAHA! kekek laa lu
fad. seriously. she like very stun bile tgk tht guy. i was like
laughing non stop. hahaha! yes,he is cute. hahahahaha!
but too bad laa. his attn was all on me cause im the one whos
buying the beg lorr! imagine laa. the beg is 60bucks,
he give me 50bucks. then,i was contemplating if i shud
buy anot. then he said,he give me staff price. 45bucks.
hahaha! i must say,im the lucky girl?! LOL! please,you can
puke if you want too! LOL! he also offered me alot of
things like as in,if the zip are spoilt or wht,go find him
and stuff which he said,no shop actually offered
like that. so,i must say im super ultra lucky again?!
LOL! & he handed me a receipt & he introduce his name
& lastly,HE ASKED FOR MY NAME! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
i tell you fad was like,wth! why he ask your name not my?!
HAHAHAHAHHA! to make fad cool down abit,i just
said to her tht i dont think he will even rmbr my name
after tht lorr! aku jek ingt name org! name org comelcomel
mcm die gitu. mesti ingt! HAHAHHA! kay,mampos aku
klau fad bace ni! heh. :D sorry fad. try again next time!
haha. (:

& watched liverpool's match just now. damn sad! stevie &
my husband torres injured! husband ke ape shahida?! HAHAHA!
cannot make it lorr. & sunderland,kau byk drama mama laa.
asekasek jato jek. aku jitak kepale krg satu2 baru tau! heh.
& Oh.my babyboy nvr come tdy. damn sad lorr! ): cause i can only
meet him in the weekends but,end up? haiya,nvrm lorr.
still got next week. (: & gtg for now. mom have been nagging
at me like forever. but still,i love you mom. LOL.
goodnight. (:

Labels: comel loteh.

alotalotalot missed.

14 October 2009 @ 11:17 PM

i miss this little one really much. enough said. ):

Labels: missed.

damn cute. hehe

13 October 2009 @ 8:10 PM

'ill put you under probation isit okay with you?'

Whats more can i say? i cannot say like,

'eh,i dont want laaa.' & stuff likedat that right?
& obvious ill just say,yes,can,sure,no problem &
blablabla. -.- cause my gpa wsnt up to their
expectation. yeah,i know. sem 1. what do you expect?
it wsnt easy. it was really difficult. infact,the oth two,
hui bobo & muthe was also under probation. haha.
Our fate. how sad. ): hahahaha! but,its okay. ill make
sure ill go extra mile for my next sem & the following
ones too! to maintain a 2.5-3 gpa point is not easy.
somemore the higher level we go,the more difficult
it will be. insyaAllah,ill get tht gpa point they wnted
me to achieve. & if i get the bond,ill be like 5k &
more richer. muahahaha! aizan,i gna be wayyyy
richer then you do! aku dpt kawin dulu! kau tak.
sbb duit aku lebeh byk dari kau! HAHAHA! :P

Oh! ystd went to watch Phobia 2 with ama & fad.
haha. it wasnt tht so scarry laa. just some suspence
and stuff? & the last part. really. damn Fucking
funny! i laugh non stop until ama have to nudge me
with her hand to stop me from laughing. hahah!
& thier speed sounds like SEPIT! HAHAHAHAHHAAH!
i cannot stop laughing! really! hahahha! & the
actors all ahhhh. i tell you,damn hot! damn cute!
if it wsnt because of them,i think ill be like fall
asleep from the starting. hahah! i dont mind watching
it again. but,thru the net will do. haha.
till then! thanks for reading!
(:

Labels: told you tht my gpa cmi. hahaha.

touched! (:

12 October 2009 @ 10:58 PM

going down to ttsh tmr for my interviewwwwwwwwww!
grrr,damn nervous laa okay! :/ hui bobo (damn cute right
the nick name?!) HAHAHA! being so nice,going to accompany
me early for my interview evenhthough her's like half an
hour later?! thanks ah bo! :P & yes,went to northpoint the
oth day with fad,& we went to the singtel shop to survey
for hp obviously. & im so attracted to this hp below!
damn Fucking Gorgeous i tell you! like reallyyyyyyyyy!
damn in love with it! just wait for another month till my
current line contract finished,cut it off & im off to new
contract,new number! so,guys,wait for my msg in a months
time! hahahah! (: & anw,its sony ericsson C903 that im so in
love with right now! Presenting to you nowwwww,

front viewwwwwww! damn nice righttttttt?!
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!

the back view! i tell you,i am really in love with this phone!
like reallyreally do! awww! aizan,kau ckp kau nk belikan aku
kan? CEPAT! nk tunggu bday aku next year lmbt! aku
nk skg! hahahha! :P yerp,im back to the slide phone. i think
i just love to own a slide phone? cause my previous phone
was a slide phone also. but tht one cmi! damn lousy! hahah.
& i hope this one doesnt! haha. (:

my only babyboyy! (: this was taken ystd! at big splash.

damn! its really damn hot laaaa! my cousin was like having

sunburnt after those carnival & my skin turned reddish

colour. its like as though we're suntanning you see! until

my cousin uses her shades & walk ard the carnival! imagine

that! hahah! even my nephew can doze off eventhough its

like freaking scorching hot sun laa. -.- kalau aku,aku da

terbakar dkt situ. iqraam,iqraam. aunty tak ajar kau

gitu tau! biase! hahahha! Ohh,idk why. but,i kinda miss

him now. hmm. nvrm,will see him this weekend! (:

&& Oh! would love to thank aizan abt ystd! eh,its really

damn sweet of you okay. aku mcm tak caye gitu laa kann!

hahaha! mcm demi aku,kau sanggop buat begituuuuuu!

ishishish! hahah. Okaylaa,gtg now. movie marathon-ing

right nowww! so,till then! chiow! :D

Labels: i want that handphone badlyyyyyy laaaaaa.

damn sad! ):

09 October 2009 @ 10:35 PM

if you need a hug,im all here for you dearest friend.

life wsnt that good for you this few weeks or i can say

months. i can feel you. if i were to be in your situation,

in your shoes,i cannot even think how i can handle this.

its like,your love ones passed away right infront of you

cause having such a disastrous disease that no one in

this earth wna be dignose with! i wldnt even want to

imagine if it happens to anyone of my family members.

But,it was so unfortunate that it actually happen to your

love ones. am really sad about it. yes,i really do. ):

Life is indeed so short. so short that actually i wish

i wasnt even born in this world. even better not experiencing

shits in life. But well,God decide all this & i have to

follow no matter how much i hated this. it is so

heart wrecking. like seriously. i cannot imagine it happen

this fast. like really fast. i feel you dear friend. i hope

you can be extra strong to this situation. like ive

said,you have to be ready to let this go. let the late go.

i know its very hard. even if this happen to me,ill just

go depression like days or weeks or even months!

but reassure,you still have your friends all here. &

like ive always said also,if you need anyone,ill always be thr for

you. no matter what happen. & InsyaAllah,me & the

oths will see you tmr. will pray for the late's soul

to rest in peace thr. InsyaAllah,eveything will be

perfectly fine. just pray alot & Allah will sure do the

rest. InsyaAllah.

Labels: this is so heart wrecking.

woohoooo! damn happy! (:

08 October 2009 @ 10:33 PM

yeah,been missing for a week. very lazyxzxzx to update
this blog laaa. haha. got alot of things to be mention about.
but idk where shud i start at first. so,i guess ill just make it
a miss to all of that? yeah. haha. i think i wna make this
blog of mine to private. yeah. i suppose i need some privacy.
or maybe ALOT. lol. holidays are going to end. which means,
sem 2,new modules are up soon! my brain have not been
working well nowadays. reason being,my brain not having
enuf rest. haha. Okay,crap. i wonder how come suddenly
i becoming so busy when the holidays are going to end.

Oh yaa,i received a call from ttsh just now! damn happy
i tell you! hahah! & Alhamdullilah,the three of us,me,yihui
& muthe going down to ttsh for the bond interview
this coming tues. great thing,im the first! why must be me?!
-.-'' so spideybo,happy already ah you?! hahaha! damn cute!
& so,wish us luck will ya? haha. shall stop now.
Goodnight. (:

Labels: they called at last. heh.