its my life story

sad bday. :(

31 July 2009 @ 2:57 AM

i want to sleep! but i cant! :( time check,2.57am. tsktsk. & im feeling
alilbit of feverish lykdat. i dont wnt to be sick please! :( in two weeks
time,baby iqraam will not stay at my house anymore. for e whole one
month,first bro & family will stay with his in-laws. but,i really feel sad.
im sure i gna miss iqraam so much. i wnt him to stay here as long as
he can. but,i dont think its possible. :( will be turning 18 in a few days
time. if ur asking me,am i looking forward for it? my ans will be a
absolutely no. ive nvr celebrate my bday with my family ever. cause my
dad dont like to do such practice as he said cause of e religious purpose
and stuff. but well,i am jealous looking at my friends celebrating their
bday with family and friends of cause. and honest speaking,im not even
excited when e day come. pretty much e same as e norm day. Oh well,
shldt blabbering much now. gtg. shall update soon if i got e time.
goodnite. (:

Labels: aunty will definitely miss you iqraam. sigh.

why my bday celebration is so dull when years to come? :(

27 July 2009 @ 10:07 PM

im back for an update! errr,more to pictures update. ahah. ((:

*take note,pictures are very very heavy ahead! && enjoyyy! ;DDD

during elective module inteview dayyy! ((:

RACIAL HARMONY DAYYYY! ((:

NOT FORGETTING, BABY IQRAAMMMM! ((:

adorableeeee much? hahaha! he now very clever already laa. know how to fart loudly,burp loudly,pout his mouth,stretch his hands and legs and he SNORES TOOOO! -.- cekik darah nye budak tau! hahahah! & yes,AIZAN GOING TO TREAT ME SAKURA! cum my bday treat lorr! hahahah! syg kau manymany aizan! ;DDD & so,i shall meet u next thurs laa horr. despite of e longlonglong day in sch! this year is as same as previous years. no celebration with family is equally same as nth. :(

Labels: sigh. what a boring bday.

im dead worried abt you! :(

20 July 2009 @ 1:11 AM

woah! time past by so fast. & in few hours time im having my elective module. dawg! very nervous okay! tsk. i scared if i were to walk with those heels,ill tumble down e stairs and make fool of myself. haha. okay,whatever. & yay,i doubt thr'll be any psychology lesson,so,i need not need to wake up so early! heh. but even,thr is,ill not be going though. haha. so,tmr i can wake up alilbit late! yayness. heh.
side track,time checked,1.16AM. && dad is still not home yet. was frustrated just now. but now,i am dead worried abt his well-being. sigh. problems will nvr fails to occur everytime. whenever at the start it stared all perfectly well,with happiness,smile, laughter,teasing,whatever words u all can think off,now it gone just lykdat. i feel like im e middle party. dosent mean ur 18,means thrs no responsibility u need not need to carried out. you must. even it is the most slightest thing. why cant i just have a continuous happines without any unhappiness thing stop by? sigh. dad,please come home soon will you? weloveyou dad and im sure u know that too.

Labels: please come home dad.

HATE YOU ALL LAAA! CB!

19 July 2009 @ 10:52 AM

i just got an urge to blog right now. & im fucking pissed off now. like very laa! just now mom talked to me regarding father's side family. like wth laa. i just feel like screwing them now! & im very serious right now! :@ like,u all dint even come to my house for like three weeks already den got e chick to invite us to go thr and here when u all dont simply appreciate my family by just drop by to see baby iqraam? wtf! u all considered as grandma and granfather already! & dont tell me its not a big deal when sis in law already delivered her son?! if u all think its really not a BIG fucking deal,to me & family,it is not! its actually a BIG deal! aint u all do this shows that u all acted so unmaturely? u all dont know or act dont know one? please laa eh,if u said u all hated my family so much,think back,we've never LIKE you all either. we're just being hypocrites. just because we respected dad. unlike u ppl. get this in ur bloody mind laa! please! & please,i think i more mature then u all laa. fuckers. its not e first time. its been countless time. but,i just ignore cause i thought,its FAMILY thingy. yes,fucking FAMILY! but,i guess,its not worth it to acknowledge u all as a part of the family. fucking irritating. i just feel like boxing each one of u till u all die! & i really hope i can! urgh! someone please slap me! please!

Labels: bunch oof assholes.

stresssssssss! :(

@ 12:56 AM

elective module is in two days time. & im so not ready laa! cause ive yet to finish up
my resume,get my pants done,retrive back some of my missing makeups. so much of
the last minute work? no? lol. & tmr im going down to bugis with my dearest
pig,jaseema to get my pants. heh. thanks love for the company ltr on! ((: moving
on,bio test is left with less then aweek! & ive yet to study for it too! (!!!!!!) how?!
tell me how?! :( my desire on getting a A or B for it is so most unlikely lorr! sigh. &
now,im watching syurga cinta at youtube with sis in law. & time checked,2.15AM.
nice one eh! LOL! but,e movie damn nice lor. i laugh non stop. haha. okay,i shall go
& join sis in law again now. & before i go,ive upload some pic taken at sch library.
ilovemy classmates okay! hees.

thanks for reading! ((:

dearest pig! or should i said,dumbass? hahaha! but,still,iloveyou okay! :D

kak mis! shes the bomb i tell u! never fails to make me smile! ((: loveyouasmuchaswell! (:

group photoooo time! (!!!!!) ;D

&& when insanity struck them,ANYTHING can possibly happen! hahahah! XD

Labels: everything is in the mess.

too little time! :(

16 July 2009 @ 10:11 PM

too little time but ALOT of things to get done with! my life is so pathetic can?

tsktsk! :( im yet done with my resume,to shop for pants & shirt for my elective

module,projects to be done by next week,next friday thrs bio test,next two weeks

two ICA projects are up. walaoweyyyy! i can feel my head bursting already! ha! & e

good thing is,ive yet to start studying on bio! how great! & im amazed that i did not

sleep during bio lesson! cool eh! haha! & thr'll be a VERY longlong day tmr!

zzzzzzzz. im off to tv right now. goodnight. (:

Labels: pathetic enuf.

i pass my freaking test! :D

14 July 2009 @ 10:44 PM

I PASSED MY 2ND CLINICAL SKILL ASSESSMENT! (!!!!!!)
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

damn happy laa okayyy! heh. so,i can already go to e hospital for attachment!
kening naiknaik. hahah! i miss alot of ppl! too bad! with tight timetable,resulted me
to have less time for even myself either. what a pathetic life im living right now
right? but,nope. not totally. with baby iqraam around,everything becomes so
wonderfully perfect! trust me. whenever i came back from sch,first for me to look
out is for baby iqraam. aint im a sweet aunty? hahah! ((: oh my,im having a slight
headache now! was like shivering like hell just now while carrying iqraam. :(((
i feel like skipping school tmr. like dead serious laa! well,shall see how. if im still
encounter those headache again,i shall skip school! YAYYY! && i wolud really love
to okay! its been awhile since i fall sick! hahahaha! =X okay,im off now. shall blog
again soon i suppose. till then. goodnight. ((:

Labels: head spinning spinning

ilovebabyiqramm.((:

10 July 2009 @ 12:27 AM

hola everyoneeee! ((:

im back! not for long. heh. skill assessment for nasogastric tube already
commenced just now. got 3 ppl fail. omg! its like so damn strict laa! the
lecturerss wldnt give us mercy one laa. they will keep prompting us with
alot & alot of qns. and most of it,stupid qns. yes,stupid. those lecturers
ask qns which those pri sch kids could possibly answer! tell me,dumb
aint they? -.- & its just testing ur bloody patience laa! && now,e rest of us
are so worried for the skill assessment next tues! im the 3rd one! gosh!
i hope i dint get those unnice nasty lecturer. i hope ill get ms chiang ching
ching! haha! XD && before me & classmates went off to lab lesson,we
were at the library. talktalktalk & webcam! & aizan drop by for awhile.
so,here's the pic. enjoy! ((:

aizan,mal & me. ((:

ini chong guaaaa! hahahaha!

i love this Bimbo the best! hahaha! XD

Bimbo no. 4 feat Bimbo no. 1! HAHAHAHA!

RACHEL! YOU DAMN FUNNY LAA! ANYHOW GO INTO THE FRAME ONE! KAYPOH! hahahahah!

AIZANNNNN! bestfriend guaaaaa! hahahaha! *kickkick*

the closest. aww. hahaha!

bimbo no. 4,bimbo no. 1,bimbo no. 3 && BANANA NO. 1! (!!!!!) HAHAHAHHAHA!

LASTLY!

BABY IQRAAM! see how he sleep! cekik darah betol! buat aku geram jek!

hahahahaha! see how adorable he is! && ive nvr fail to love him even more each

day laaa! just see how smart he is! ish! cekik darah to the max punyeee! hahaha!

Labels: camwhore.

06 July 2009 @ 10:17 PM

TAG REPLIES!~

tashaa wiet ! kiyut nyee iqram !! wahwah ; godd aunty huh (:
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7/6/09 12:39 PM

- ape wiet wiet?! hahaha! mesti ah iqraam cute mcm aunty shahida die whatttt! HAAHHAHA! XD link me okay! cause,i link u already dumb! hahaa.

Nina iqram is really adorable! i shall drop by after sch some day, to play with him. yeay! hehehe.
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7/4/09 4:52 PM

- he is! & VERY! hehe. yes,do drop by darl ((:

*yaniee hahaha. the stretching maut nye pose tu my fav! cant wait to see him again. muacks! meanwhile, kiss him for me pls pls pls
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7/4/09 2:41 PM

- hahaha! mesti laaaaa! sape jgk yg amekkan gmbr tu! nyahahaha! i da kiss byk2 da. smpi die naik rimas! hahahaha!

inah nie anak ur bro n shireen?? congrate ckp dgn dier. wah2, dh jady makcik sey... hehe...
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7/3/09 12:18 AM

- haha! yerp! their child! tkkn anak aku plak kan? nyahahah! yes,ive told kak shirin,she said thank you. =) hehe. jadi makcik best tau! pangkat naik satu stage! hahhaha!

Jeyda mAnjeng! that day lupe nak congrats kau on being an aunty! HAHAH. CONGRATS! LONG LIVE mAnjeng!
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7/1/09 7:13 PM

- awwww! thanks laa yer! takpe laaa.. i dont mind. really mAnjeng! HAHAHAH! XD

noreen haha abt catty, seeing catty nye blog, shida! u and catty looked similar. haha
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6/30/09 9:58 PM

- hahhahahaha! EVERYONE keep telling me that! idk ur e no. what whom have told me e same thing! maybe i shud start counting now ah! hahahaha!

fad mmpos. O.O
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6/30/09 5:09 PM

- mampos tak mampos. itu adelah kebenarannye! hahahhah! :D

its just abt baby iqraam. ((:

04 July 2009 @ 3:15 AM

seriously,im totally blessed with baby iqraam around at home. like totally! ((:
he is my only one sunshine that can brighten my day up when i see his face,look at his pictures and even! think of him! it amazes me that i dint care much if my phone ring or does not ring. my concentration is fully booked 24/7 on him. okay,bedek. BUT! mostly okay. heh. time check now,its 3.32am in the morning. and i guess its a good thing that i actually still awake as baby iqraam had been waking up once in a while. just now was at 12,fed him milk,he woke up again at 1.30,change his dypers,at 2,fed him again. just then,he woke up again. & seeing him crying so hard just now,i actually in tears. its like i can feel how painful he was just now laa. seriously. & i really pitied first bro. he has not been sleeping well for
this few day laa. & just now also. he complaint to me he having a headache & he got to report to work by 7am? till 9 at night! imagine that laa. pitied him alot laa. thats why im still awake now. if by chance baby iqraam were to be awake again,ill just help out first bro. as sisinlaw couldnt move much. ( eventhough im damn tired & sleepy right now. its okay,im a good aunty u see. hahs. ) okay,since ive been missing for a few days. & aftr this post,my gut feelings says that ill be missing in acion AGAIN soon,ive upload some pic of baby iqraam for u all to see okay? enjoy! ((: OH! before i forget! he got 3 dimple! just like me. haha. his left cheek is obvious. & right cheek not so but thrs two thr laa. haha. same as me lorr! haha. okay,shall end here. enjoy! XD

see how comfortable he is at his bed! *dad! can i have smth like baby iqraam
too pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!* HAHAHHA!

micheal jackson pose? as what his mummy said laa! haha!

"im watching TEEVEEE! WHHEEEEEE!" hahah!

see his tounge! damn cute lorr! haha!

SEE HIS LEG! gaaaah! he so clever laa! he put his leg at his mummy's hand!

den watch tv! so brilliant ah! damn cuteeeee i tell u! hahah! =D

this one ultra cuteness! pratically all of us are at my room to see baby iqraam. observe,observe,observe,he move & move & move & THEN! he stretch his hands! wah! ape lagi! i go & snap his pic laaa! haha! just 5days old can stretch lykdat sia.

im so stun laa!

Labels: baby iqraam.