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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! ILOVEYOU! <333333

14 December 2009 @ 8:24 PM

HAPPY 53TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST MOM!

Age not important. Health is very impotant to you right now!

We celebrated your bday ystd ; a short getaway to EastCoast Lagoon.

Hope you love it eventho its just a dinner treat from

first/second bro,me & sis in law.

May Allah bless you and may you continue to be the BEST mom

ever in this whole wide world!

Im sorry for my negligence to you all this while.

I did not take your words seriously at times.

just now incident made an eye opener for me.

I know,crying is useless.

But i cry cause i scared you will leave me,leave us.

Im just so guilty! You have to fall during your bday and

lucky 2nd bro was thr to help u! if not,idk what will happen to

you cause i prioritize my sleep first. FUCKFUCKFUCK! ):

Im terribly sorry mom! I really do. ):
I dint want this to happen too.

ill vow to myself to be thr whenever you need me! like real!

hope your fine! stupid stomach ache! because of you,

mom is likedis & im terribly guilty! sigh! ):

and im so stupid cause i overheard what 2nd bro's talking.

i tot he was like telling me to hang the washed clothes

and i said to him later and close the door back!

BUT! he was actually telling me to help mom cause she fall down!

see! if i dint sleep,ill not overheard it and ill be thr safe guarding

mom! ): terriblyterribly guilty! tsktsk!

and first bro talk to me over the phone just now.

and i cried again.

he said maybe mom is tired cause she dint get enough of rest

and resulted her to be likethis.

& NOBODY CAN BE LIKE HER. NOT EVEN US. BUT WHAT

WE CAN DO,IS TO FOLLOW HER. SHES A GREAT

WOMEN THAT NO OTHER WOMEN IN THIS WORLD

WILL SACRIFICE THINGS LIKE HOW SHE SACRIFICE

THINGS FOR US. FOR OUR OWN GOOD.

i teared. how honour i am to get a great mother

like her. only us know what sacrifices she made for the family.

how she work hard without stopping just for the sake of the family.

this made me love her even more then the usual.

sometimes i feel like i dint ought to get a very good mom

like her. im too bad or rather worst girl to be her

daughter. usually i think about myself when i said she dint think abt me

but all herself. but indeed,for all those sacrifices,

SHE DO AND ALWAYS THINKS ABOUT THE FAMILY!

about me! )':

its okay mom,ill study really hard & make sure you dont need

to work very hard anymore. i want you to rest &

just enjoy my hard earn money than.

& dad just called. said that mom got food poison!

pity mom! ):

rest well mom & hope you recover soon!

& always rmbr this,WELOVEYOU!

& for me,iloveyou more then everything else in this world.

thanks for being a great mom.

iloveyou.

i really do! (':

//edited;

seeing mom being so weak likedat,its like heart wreaking.

and i cried again.

mom,please,recover soon! i missing you already! ):

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