its my life story

01 December 2009 @ 10:53 PM

guess what?! im on the verge or mere to lose my
precious lappy! ): THANK GOD to this guy. idk
or i would rather say,i forgot what his name is!
i think desmond or edmond smth likedat?
i dont wnt to recall back wht happen. but,ill take
it as a lesson not to be so CARELESS! ):
mom gna scold me or F-ed me up if i really
lost this lappy! phew!~ thanks friend! thanks for
being so nice & not selling off my lappy away!
hahaha! :D

My god! next week,my skill lab test plus theory test
are up! too much things in one go. tsk! life isnt unfair
at all laa. sigh. and i really mean what i said.
LIFE IS NOT FAIR! NOT FAIR! ):
idk why. but i just feel alilbit down when ppl accuse me
for the things i did not do or say or whatever.
like,come on! like example ; IF ANYONE TENDS TO
HEAR SOMEONE LAUGH REALLY LOUD.
the anw will always be ; SURE SHAHIDA!
like wtf?! and everything point me one.
fair anot i ask you? i may laugh out loud,
BUT! it will not always be me what! Okay,this one
is just as example laa okay. no offence. but anyone
get offended by my talking which i think will do,
i think its time for me to like lessen my talking laa.
i mean,like wtf do all this ppl want? when i talk they
said i talk too much. but when i keep quiet,they said
why i never talk much? get what i mean? so,what
am i suppose to do? tell me now? & trust me,
i really do think ive talk way lesser now. even my
speaking tone already tone down. EVEN SO,
ive always been said im in fault. sigh.
Oh! not the world is unfair. BUT! my surroudings
made me feel really unfair! LIKE REAL! tsk!

Labels: im feeling so dull. tsk.