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09 November 2009 @ 11:53 PM

Okay,ignore my face. like drug addict likedat. i know!
haha! Okay,shuddup!
School is being sucha bitch!
seriously,im too tired. just from school alone.
when im home,once i lie down,ill simply doze off.
& mom will like nag at me saying shes more tired then i do.
hey mom,studying is not easy & will nvr be easy!
ive told you,put yourself in my shoes.
but,you wldnt care less right?
you'll still said tht if oths can,why i cant?
this is simply so,im not like the oths!
when i need your encouragement words,all i get was the opposite.
i know,maybe thts your way of motivating me.
but,its not working for me. totally not.
when im on the verge to give up,i consult you.
thr you blabbering abt things out of the topic.
so,how am i suppose to get those motivation?
from who?
eventhough my friends all has been encourage me
and nvr fail to motivate me on my studies,
the feeling will never be the same as
the own blood. get it?
im sick of all this.
when all those expectations are not being met,
its all me. im the one whom will be blame for.
so,i ask is this fair?
Life is Unfair.
whatever thing itis,iloveyou with all of my heart mom.
and dont ever doubt about it.
cause i really hate it if you do.

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The name SHAHIDA will do.
im not perfect & im loving it.
i blog to express & not to impress. im a procrastinator. Like very! (: i have a number of wonderful & lovely peoples around me & im really thank god for that.
sometimes,i just dnt understnd why must i be in a situation that nobody or anybody wud want to be in.
& if you think you really know me well,im asking you a favour to read back my blog again.
cause,nobody knows & understand me well except for myself,only me. :)

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