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25 November 2009 @ 9:13 PM


i will always run to my baby nephew when im
down or in a verge to breakdown.
But,hes no where near me now. he cannot stop me
from crying. hes at his grandma house at bedok.
how i wish i can just go over there to see him just
for a min. so that all my sorrowness will be gone
by then. he is my EVERYTHING.
even by looking at him,it'll left me all
smiling. trust me. i do.
& tdy. i just cant help it.
ive to cry it out.
cry it out damn loud.
i feel so lousy,so useless.
i dont know why people. let me emphasize this again,
P.E.O.P.L.E.
why cant they just bloody hell told oths off if they dont like
the oth's act or wht?
please,im not gullible enough for anyone to deceive
me that easily. i still do have the brain to think that if you
bloody hell trying to put that fake smile infront of me
when you know your forced to do it.
for what? yours just making yourself tired.
tired of smiling? HAH!
your sucha a drama queen. but still,you cant deceive me that easily.
Once again i tell you this,
DONT ACT AS IF YOU CARE ABOUT ME WHEN YOU DONT!
its not needed at all. (:
Ohh,i just cant wait to meet my babyboy this
friday! i miss him like hell.
yes,i really do. ):

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The name SHAHIDA will do.
im not perfect & im loving it.
i blog to express & not to impress. im a procrastinator. Like very! (: i have a number of wonderful & lovely peoples around me & im really thank god for that.
sometimes,i just dnt understnd why must i be in a situation that nobody or anybody wud want to be in.
& if you think you really know me well,im asking you a favour to read back my blog again.
cause,nobody knows & understand me well except for myself,only me. :)

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