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if u said im a ignorant,looks whos talking?
15 September 2009 @ 7:35 PM

& who said that im very happy like it seems i am
right now? sometimes i couldnt hold my
emotional well. i tends to let it go to someone
else whom is wayyyy much innocent then to
whom who had been making me angry.
i really feel bad. but on the other side,i do
not wish to admit that i am emotionally
breakdown inside. deepdeep down there.
to whom who actually really got disturbed
by my sudden change towards you,please,i
hope you can understnd me. even you dont,
just try to yeah. ha.


alot of things i wna speak up but what i
do was to keep everything all by myself.
& i will always said,'ill speak up when the
time is right.' but,it will never happen.
& that is when it resulted me to go haywire.
hah. & trust me,nowadays i forced myself
to be my myself. & i hate it so much.
but,what can i really do?


ive always remind myself that
'everything happens,happens for a reason.'
when eventhough i know some of the reasons
are just too ridiculous to be accepted.















ps ; be strong mom. cause i know you are.
always rmbr that ive always love you.

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The name SHAHIDA will do.
im not perfect & im loving it.
i blog to express & not to impress. im a procrastinator. Like very! (: i have a number of wonderful & lovely peoples around me & im really thank god for that.
sometimes,i just dnt understnd why must i be in a situation that nobody or anybody wud want to be in.
& if you think you really know me well,im asking you a favour to read back my blog again.
cause,nobody knows & understand me well except for myself,only me. :)

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