hey lovely readers.

yes,i know. its been half a month ive been missing in action. hahah. not that i dont want to update my blog. its either im just plain lazy or im just plain busy. so,choose which one u like. hahah. things been going so great/well to me this past few days. i pass my biology test! woohoo. i know,its not a big deal to anyone who takes/took bio. but,its a really big deal to me cause its a freaking first time i took bio & its like PURE BIOLOGY! so,imagine a noob girl like me no nothing about bio straight away studied PURE BIOLOGY. just figure it out how okay. LOL! so,im satisfied cause,i took my first bio test & i pass. Even its not an A or B,still,im proud of myself. & i know,i can improve & will improve. :) next was,my Critical Thinking presentation! which is,today! i guess my group did pretty well for e presentation. we got B. but,its a good achievement though for a first timer dont u think so? yes,i so gna agree with wad ive just said. HAHAHAH! well,we definitely still need to improve more. mainly on,the way how we answer & how we tackle each & every problem/scenario given. up next is Foundation Of Nursing presentation! On wednesday! sigh. im so scared that ill dry of words when ms angela bombered me with alot of 'chime' questions. Of which,i can tell,some questions are just been made to just test ur bloody patience. hahaha! i hope my group will abstain a B again or better an A. hahaha. we will try though. nothing is impossible right? hahah! Oh yes! my room is now full of babies stuff! i feel like im e pregnant lady now not sis in law. HAHAHA! Oh my! im so excited to become an aunty! i told first brother that my nephew will looks cute like me! & his reaction? "TOUCH WOOD AH! i dont want my child to have same nose as u! Onion nose! *he laugh out loud*" wah,got such brother in this world one ah? HAHAHAH! & what i said back to him? "my nose symbolize me. thats make me unique & cute!" & he make this face ----> -_____-''' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! first brother really funny. i hope my nephew will be as cute as his only aunty shahida! YAY! HAHAHAHA! & guess what. my first nephew,first brother gna use the name ive suggested! YAYness! im proud of it okay! dont tell me u all dont! hahaha. alright. i shall stop here alright. & i have yet to receive my laptop. asshole! grr! its okay. ill prolly receive within this or next week. i REALLY HOPE ah! LOL! Okay,im off now. takecare & keep tagging even more. cause i wnt to know who reads my going to die,NOT blog! & i also wnt to know my daily readers. aww! hahahah!

thanks for reading!
goodnight. :)




PS ; i might be seen very happy outside. but definitely not inside. today,for the most entire life of mine,im super duper sad,super duper down. & dad,the one whom witness me crying. witness me saying my thought all out. witness everything. the more he talk,advise me,the more tears rolling down. (yes,it still does now.) dad makes me feel im still worth it. when i were to think back what dad said just now again,i think,ill cry to sleep tonight. he said this ; "dad loves u more then ur brothers. ur my only daughter. ups & down,we are together & will always be together. if u dont feel satisfied in anything or everything,tell me. talk to me. ive always be thr for u. & will always be thr for u. u must know that i love u & always love u." Oh my. dad,ur sucha great dad that i dont think i can find another type of dad like u anywhere,elsewhere. u never fails to advise me. u never fails to encourage me. u never fails to congratulate me in everything i do. tell me friends,what will u feel if ur dad really say this to u? for me,obviously,im happy until i cry. hahs. cause i know,dad loves me & wants the best in everything i do. dad,ive always love u more then i love myself. me,as the only daughter of urs,ill try my best to make u proud in everything i do. ill make u proud having me as ur daughter. ILOVEYOU DAD. & I WILL NEVER FAIL TO LOVE YOU. until death apart us,ill never ever forget to love u. :') <333333333333333333

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