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iloveyoumom.

10 May 2009 @ 12:46 PM

TO BELOVED MOM,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! <333

i know,eventhough nowadays we're not ourselves,i still do respect,love,care about you. ive nvr failed to pray for your safety,your health-being where ever you are. its already been a very tough time for me and you this past few weeks. seriously,i miss those times with you. i miss those smile,those laughter,those conversation everything about you. but i know,this is not e time yet. time will tell us everything. time will tell us whos wrong and whos right. ive always remind myself to be strong whenever you're not thr to support me. but,i dont think i can in days,weeks or even months to come. luckily thrs dad ard. if not,ill just left clueless alone without knowing what to do. mom,whateverthing happen to us,i hope u can be strong to face this obstacle in every single part of way. if u think i dnt miss u,i hated u,ur wrong. i miss u like nobody business,i love you more then i love myself. until at e point of time i feel like giving up in life. i dnt wnt to continue my studies,i wnt to go farfar away from home. but,when that day dad spoke to me,advise me,it brings my self-confidence back. i feel that im still wanted in this family. i feel that i still need u and you still need me to complete this family tree of ours,to be a one whole happy family back. ppl have been persuading me to start everything first. but,i feel awkward. its been near a month. its hard. im sorry dearest mom. i hope you'll take a very good care of yourself and im sure you still wont lose out without me ard. cause u still have ur oth sons whom will be with u whenever u need them. iloveyoumom,and ive always do.

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