Happy Valentines Day Everyone! :)


Oh nisa cuzzy! ur physco charles is married today! i hope he'll stop disturbing u yea. For goodness sake! hahaha! well,guys will always be guys. before updating dis,i saw aisyah's recent post. regarding bestfriend. wad does bestfriend means? & ive copy & paste dis from her blog. wad does bestfriend means,
; 'a bestfriend is the one person in the world you know will always be there. they dont care about your flaws and take you for who you are. when you act like a bitch,they'll tell you to your face and expect you to get over it. they are the ones who you cannot live without ; the thought makes you want to cry. a bestfriend is your other half ; they complete you in every way possible. a bestfriend is not temporary. nothing can separate bestfriend.'
after reading this,e person whom pop out into my head was non oth then kak yanie. shes like a bestfriend to me. no one else. oth then a bestfriend,shes like my own sister (cause i dont have one besides kak shirin). shes e only one whom understand wad i wnt,wad i dnt like,wads this and wads that. cause u wna knw wad? Our life journey is kinda same. both Our Nlevel & Olevel result we had e same point. & of course theres more that i think u guys need not need to knw. but only both of us knew it. im really glad i knew her. & im really glad abg broke off with his ex. (okay,im being so bad. but,its e fact okay! if not,im not able to knw kak yanie knw! :D) i had a bestfriend before. firstly when i was in sec 2 & another was in sec 4? yeah,ive got no comments. if only they were to read abt my post,how really i mean wad i said for past years. For e first bestfriend,i knw i had alot of flaws. & i mean,really alot. but,i cant accept it when both of us quarrel,all for sure will said im in wrong. because of? they dint see ur flaws. i knw im a loud person,likes to irritate ppl & stuff. but yea,im glad ppl knew e real me. cause after they knew e real me,its their decision to whether be friends with me or not. but u? Okay,ive got no comments. dis was e past,i know. for the oth one,just because i told u straight abt ur behaviour that dosent pleases everyone who sees it,u got angry with me. Oh well,ALOT of ppl coming to me telling me abt u this & that. so,as a bestfriend at that point of time,i mean good. i wnt u to knw e fact ppl is talking abt u. & i dnt want my bestfriend to get criticize by ppl behind ur back. but,u told me off this & that. i get hurt. cause,EVERYTIME,when ppl asked me to tell that person off abt their wrong doings or behaviour or stuff,EVERYTIME,its me whom get e shit. i dont think dis is fair for me. seriously. & i think ive wasted all my bloody shit time cry along with ppl,be thr for ppl whom dosent even appreciate my doings. For wad? dey knw once im in wrong,FOREVER im bad. but,did they ever rmbr that once when dey need someone by their side,who're by their side? advise them,hug them & even,cry with them? words are all words. ppl can say 'ur e only one whom actually by my side when ive got no one. when all turn their back towards me. when they outcasted me & stuff.' things changes. & im sure human beings changes too. thats why i dnt even care smsing ppl asking how are dey & stuff. let them find me. cause i dnt want to waste my time for them anymore unless,if they really appreciate my doings to dem for all this while. to be frankly speaking. ive being very sincere for being thr for ppl when they need me. i dint even recall wad deeds that ive did for them when we had some misunderstanding & stuff. but dis great & lovely ppl have e chick to recall back wad deeds they have done to me eventhough dey only made deeds for me once or even twice? hah. such an ass. thats why. now,i consider everyone as my friends. close friends,good friends & whatever but not bestfriend. Only kak yanie. shes like a bestfriend,a sister,a mother to me. tell me when im in wrong,advise on me dis & that & whatnot. ALMOST ALWAYS be there for me when i need someone. kak,from e bottom of my heart,i really do appreciate all that. nth can ever repay ur deeds,kindness towards me. ive never met sucha sweetheart like u throughout my whole life. uve always respected e way i am. u even encourages me to become a better person eventhough u need someone to encourage u that for urself. im sorry if klau slame nie ive always menyusahkan kakak. ive always giving u troubles. but yea,whatever thing itis,ive always love you e way u are. Even if ppl were to tell me abt u negatively on dis and that,i wldnt believe it. cause i really knw real well who is nurilyani aladdin. & ur apart of my life,my family's life. iloveyouhelllotkak. & i really do. & im sure uve always heard im saying dis. cause i wnt u to knw that ur apart of my family. we all love you kak. very much. thanks for everything! thanks! :') XOXO.


much love. :)



ps ; e tags! ill reply ur tags asap ayt. naddynicole,ill link u asap alright? hehs. & i want to go out together again! Lets go play tennis next time! ==' hahah! Love u girls! *hughug* :)
- & whomever were to come across my blog & not happy with my post,i think,dis is e time for all of us to change for e better. to learn how to accept oth ppl's flaws. i knw i did alot of mistakes. infact,ALL of us did mistakes. & im in e process of learning how to accept ppl's flaws and to change e better me. & im sure all of u can do it too. :)

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