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be more discipline! :)

29 June 2008 @ 8:49 PM

hello lovelies! :)
am so sorry for this late entry! been superb busy nowadays!
with schs,hmwks and blablabla! :) gosh! im only left with few-more-hours
to go till my oral Olevel malay! *butterflies in my stomach* i am
seriously nervous! for goodness sake dis is my very first time feeling
dis unusual feelings! i msged kak yanie just now. thought she could calm
me alil bit down? but she seems dint replied me at all! but nvrm!
i guess shes busy with stuff or smth. i really in need of encouragement!
especially from my love ones. but i dint seems to get it! i felt disconcert.
just abit i guess. idk! but well,nvrm! mom will for sure call me before
my oral starts tmr! && to tell u the truth,whenever mom called me to wish me
luck or wadever,for sure & i can promise u dis,ill for sure cried. cause
i know she really wants me to do my very best even when at times
i felt that she dint even wna care about me. and its very difficult to get
mom encourage me to do smth. its really rare! but wadever thing itis,
i still do love her. even when sometimes i dun really understand her for
certain circumstances. wooo,okey enuf of my so-emoish-speech. LOL!
i guess ive gta tuck in soon! i dun wna sleep late! as ive already promised
myself last week. be more discipline,work hard & enjoy later!
wish me luck for tmr ppl! love yaaaaa!
goodnight sweetheart!
smuacks!
xoxo

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sch reopening! LOL!

23 June 2008 @ 10:57 PM

i guess first day of school usually aint happening as any other norm
sch days! super pathetic laa! mr goh as usual gave his fullest speech
early in d morn! nearly an hour he then finish his *wonderful* speech!
=.='' but dun u worry i have my laughing and joke partner ard me to
crack jokes & laugh together with! i miss them! ahahs! for sure yes!
and i get irritated by rahim today! like toot! hahah! but LUCKILY
he dint sing! ahah! i get irritated by couple of them too laa. non-stop
hit tease me siaa. =.=''' esp azwan! kick him for sure his bone non-stop
crack siaa! hahah! after sch.almost one whole class went to daniel's mum
funeral wake. i can see that he is perfectly okey! but well,beneath his eyes,
i can see the sorrowness. i can see hes trying to hid all his sadness but well
daniel,i know how u feel. we all noe it! be strong aite! actually his mum was
diagnosed with liver cancer and unfortunately was in d critical or so call
last stage laa. well daniel,every single of us have to go one day too!
and i bet u ppl,mr tan,will for sure treat him nicely! nicer then last time!
hahah! i bet he will! LOL! haiyaaaaa! badnews! badnews! malay olevel oral
is in 3days time! wadde! so sudden! and im not so yet ready for it laa!
aiyaaaaa! wish me good luck okey ppl! hahaha! ive been asking all of you
to wish me luck for umpteen times! but well,i really nid that alot wadd!
hahah! x) i guess ive gtg now! gta sleep early today! hees! :)
goodnight lovelies!
((:

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sch reopen!

22 June 2008 @ 9:57 PM

hello sweetheart! :)

gosh! i dint knew that sch gna reopen reallll soon! tmr only leh!

Ohh myy! its time for us to muggggggg again babes & dudes!

tsktsk! y cant it be longer? at least another week more? pleaseeeeee!but nvrm! ive already physically prepared for test(s) that gna commence

dis two weeks time! but no,im not mentally prepared for revisions all

that! Ohh myy! im still on my holidays mood! i know tmr for sure will be

a longgggggg day for me! cause,for sure there'll be a haircheck all stuff!

can u tchers just skip that part all. u guys are just wasting our time yknow!

EVERYTIME laaa! & it took nearly an hour to finish all the check up! so

troublesome right! haiyaaaaaa! && yes! my majormajormajorbigbigbig

importangimportant exams is in 3-4moths time! walouuuuuu! so fasttt!

&& im sorry if in time comes i dint get to blog often! cause im so gna get my

revision done and im gna concentrate on my studies. if i say concentrate

means ill concentrate! LOL! okey,i guess ive gtg now! tmr ive gta wake up early

in d morning cause im gna fast tmr! yes! pay back lykdat! haha! :)

so,ill shall end here with pictures alright! :)

tc darla! :)

On malah & zahidah's bday celebration! ;)

a GDO with ama,lisa & zhalyna! :)

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a bad & a good day!

20 June 2008 @ 10:23 PM

hello lovelys!
here i am againnnnn! ahahs! :)
alright,today was so called a bad/good day for me!
firstly,i received a msg from mr tan ard afternoon telling d whole class about smth.
smth which neither any one of us wants it to happen. smth that can easily make
us breakdown immediately. i shall not say it out. it will just make me go emo right
now. all i can say is,daniel,be strong alright! 5N1 will always be there for you!
i noe your a strong boy. we also can feel how u felt right now. its really sad.
but u have to let it go too. Olevels is ard the corner and dun let dis thing happen
ruin ur future aite. be a strong boy! :)
&& secondly,lisa called me when im having my beautiful sleep asking me to watch
movie with herself,amalina & zhalyna! was reluctant to go at first. but after d goodgood
persuasion by lisa,finally i make up my mind & i go! was fun actually going out with them!
had a great laugh! ahahs! actually i wanted to watch missing but yeah,they are lucky
that missing will only be shown at 6.15pm! so,ive got no choice but to watch,
dun mess with the zohan! gosh! that movie is sucha hilarious movie! its a NC16 movie!
ama,now we know why its NC16 movie right? ahahs! i shall not elaborate much about
the movie! watch it and you ppl will noe it! ahahs! :) i guess theres nth much ill
blog about now! pictures will be up soon! ill just have to wait for MDM ZHALYNA to online
and send me the pictures! she mak nenek laa! so slow! ahahs!

till here then!
goodnight sweetheart! :)

Labels: can i have a longer holidays please?

i miss you,kak yanie!

19 June 2008 @ 1:36 PM

hello lovelys! :D
Okeyy,i noe that its been a long time since i update my blog!
ehh,only one week leh! ahahs! Okey wait,i do have my own reasons
why i dint blog for this one whole week!
1stly - was sick for the whole of last week!
2ndly - trying to finish up my homework!
3rdly - was banned to use d computer! =.='''
Okeyy,so,please pardon me for the late entry! hahas! :)
&& guess wadd? KAK YANIEEEEEEE IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! XD i miss her so damn muchymuchymuch
laa okeyy! i guess for the whole of last week i fell sick,one of the reason
maybe because i miss her too much i guess? hahah! x) but seriously siaa!
kak! meet up soon okeyyy! its been a long time since we went out
together alone! to be specific,it have been nearly to 4 months since
i went out together with her! *so sad* haix. but nvrm!
one day ya kak! *hopefully* :)
Okeyy,17th june was malah gf's bday! so,happy belated bday! ahahas! :)
had a blast fun with u gfs! but next time no breeks ehh! ahahah!
so exp laaa! *feellikefainting* but i dint manage to! dots!
but before celebrating malah & zaidah's bday,i went to my beloved NPCC
gathering which is at pasirris! meet ridwan and nurisah there! so coincident
huh! ahahs! was so fun there & i miss NPCC too! haix. well,life have to go
on right. LOL! & guess wadd? im getting jealous when i get to know more
and more of my friends turn 17 already! while im still 16! gosh! 2moremonths
to go aye? ahah! & yes,classmates,no more sabo-ing like last year okey!
i dun want my hair to become like mee goreng already! haha! ill try
to upload my last year bday bash and let u ppl see if i can! ahah! so yeah,
i guess ive gtg now! im down to house chores & my tonnes of hmwk
are waiting for me! LOL! i guess ill update again soon! :) with pictures
dis this time rounds okey! :)
takecare sweethearts!
& kak yanie! IMYSM! x)

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ireallydo! :)

13 June 2008 @ 5:50 PM

hello everyone! :D

Okeyy,im here again to update my blog!
ahahs! :) was sick! so pardon me for aday two
late entry! LOL! Okeyy,basically,on the 11thjune,
like ive told u,went out with my lovely dovey
girlfriends plus two boyfriends! haha!
supposingly one! but aizan hinting on following
us,so,yes,he followed us! LOL! actually was
reluctant to join them that day cause i was sick!
seriously! but well,bcause its been age since d
last time the betes get together and went out
together,i change my mind though! ahah! fickle
minded laa! dun tell me u ppl are not one too! LOL!
had alotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlot fun with them
ard! u see,its been idk when the last time i laugh so hard
until i cried when im with them! i truely miss them alot.
gahh! plan an outing again aite! ;) Ohh well,for now,
i shall let the pictures to do the talkings? plain lazy to
type more! hahas! and pardon me with the pictures!
cause ive got tons of it to upload it in here! so,
ENJOY! ahahs! :D

LOOK at atikah! ahaha! idk y shes laughing! LOL!

dis was actually taken ard 4plus not at night! ahahs!

pity them please! they need some money to repair their
mental disorderness! HAHAHA! :P

KONON tourist laa KONON! hahahha! :P

awww,sweet laa gitu kann! hahaha! :P

the two bumbblebeeeee! LOL!

thirah was the camera women! :D

stop it siaa ifahhh! konon cute laa tu kann! hahaha! :P

i love this bunch of GFs to the max! EHEM! ahahs! :)

iknowyouknow right ifah?! ahaha! :P

Okeyy,mind me,tikah & ana! hahah! we also love
taking photos okey! not him alone! bleah! ahah!

Okeyy,dis one ahh,both of them ahh,really sick one yknow!
ahah! splash water to each othr! then,konon main catching
ahh after that! hahahah! :P

aku dan diaaaa. haha! aizan laa! LOL!

diaaa & aku! ahahs! :D

Lastly,my Girlfriendssss! <3333

woo! like u can see! how ill treasure dis friendship
of mine properly! they are like diamonds to me!
those hard and happy times that all of us went thru,
we manage to be as unite as dis! if any one of
u sees this,i wud like to say this,
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOU&IREALLYDO! :)
yes,i do! each one of u are indeed my sunshine!
thanks for everything dearest! :)

Okeyy,im done now! ive gtg! my fever is still
up! wna take a rest now! so long hunns!
shall blog again soon!
takecare & bubyeee! :D

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fever.fever.fever. :(

11 June 2008 @ 7:50 AM

HELLO EVERYONEEE! :)

i seriously dk wadd happen to my blog!
grrr! nvrm! hees. :)
Ohh well,i guess ive not been updating my
blog for like dis past few days? buzy laa.
and yes,im tired too! damn! ahahs! :)
Okeyy,basically for past three days,ive been
doing work out until i fell sick! cool or wadd?
ahahs! haiyahhh! idk that by just going jogging
continuesly will resulted me to become like dis!
and instead! ystd i went swimming! actually,
was forced hard by ana not to go. imagine your
temperature was like 38.4degree and you go
swimming. ahah! but well,i dint feel like yknow,
sick or smth. im still strong yknow! & i thought
by going swimming ystd my temperature will yknow
go down. i was right! but not prefectly right!
cause when i did my temperature check,it was 38.1
degree! aiyahhhh! then went to sleep lor!
hahah! hopefully im well today! cause i wna go out
with the betes! its been a long time since all of
us went out together! seriously! and yes! of cause
i shall tell u ppl wadd happen! so,for now,
i guess i shall continue back my sleep! ahah!
time check,8.02! LOL!
goodmoring aye! ahah! :D

time past by so fast!

07 June 2008 @ 11:17 PM

hello everyone! :D

Okey,basically i do want to blog ystd!
but bcause of certain circumstances,i dint
manage to! idk y! i tried to login into dis
blog site,i just cant manage to login! so,finally,
i gave up and just waste my time on friendster
and youtube! :D
well,dint went out to anywhere ystd plus today
too! just did some of my physics hmwk!
trying so hard to finish up my hmwk laa okeyy!
ahahs! as next week,im fully being date out!
and for this,im sure i so gna get broke till then!
and i guess,i have to save up ALOT more! so that
i can SHOP MORE! ahahs! xD hmm,i guess asking
alilbit more $$ from mum will be alright! hees.
well,im just a student mind you! as a student,
we're easily broke! dun tell me u ppl disagree with
me! ahahs! :D haiyahhh,time past by so fast aye?
in two weeks time,school reopen already! SO FAST!
haiyah! but nvrm! i just nid to like sacrifice for
alittle bit more time in studies as my majormajor,
bigbig,hugehuge exams so gna take place in 4MONTHS
TIME! walau! thats fast siaaaaa! && i guess ive got to
buck up alilttle bit more on chem && emaths! :D
for physics i guess if im on the right track,i will be
just right! for english! gosh! diedie! i must read alot
siaaa! n yes,ive start reading okey! ahah! mrs ow
borrow me her story book! nyahaha! :D for history &
social studies! i guess ive gotta start revise siaaa!
read up everything! when i say everything,means
EVERYTHING! haix. if only i was a good girl during
sec 3,i wldnt be like dis now! haiya! no point laa.
Ohh well,i just hope i did well for my malay paper
cause i dun wanna retake back my malay paper!
more burden laa! i dun like siaa! ahahs! :)
u see,IF i did very well for my malay paper,im only
left with 4 PAPERS! great right? i know! haha!
but im not as lucky as aizan Laa! he drop amaths! and
he dint retake his emaths! and if he were to do well
for his malay,hes only left up with 3 PAPERS! idiot
impremature baby! hahah! until he sees this,i gna be
a roasted chkn! hahah! my bad laa ahh aizan! LOL!
Okey laa,i guess ive got nth more to say now! im out
with hanifah dearest tmr! to causeway point only laa!
ahahs! and guess wadd? im craving for banmian mee siaa!
so,tmr,lets go banquet alright ifah! ahahs! :D
&& i wanted to show u ppl dis video. idk if i can upload
it here! but i tr laa hor! ahahs! :)
& obviously its all about JOE JONASSSSSSSSS! im super
superb into,crazy,mad,or wad so ever u ppl say it into
him! ahahs! :D
so,so long ppl! :D

TAGGED! :)

05 June 2008 @ 8:30 PM

1) What the thing you wanted the most?
- happiness and not problems.

2) What age would you forever like to be?
- 16 please! :)

3) If you have 1 more wish, what would it be?
- to change time back and be a better child and student.
bleah! ahahs! =X

4) What are you afraid to lose most rite now?
- family = w/o them,i might just as well die.
girlfriends = w/o them,im no one.
friends = w/o them,im not be able to laugh as hard as i cud! :)
kak yanie = w/o her,i bet my life is meaningless.

5) Are you happy with what you have now?
- yes,definitely i am! wads more cud i ask? :)

6) If you met with someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
- obviously i wunt. it wud just cause a big shame for me.

7) Who do you love the most?
- my paernts.

8) What is currently on your mind rite now?
- study very hard for Olevel,get good results & get posted to
good courses.

9) What do you want in life?
- to try to make all my wish come true! :)

10) Would you cherish a friendship of yours?
- like of cause! every friends of mine are my precious things!
once they are lost,i cant be able to find any better then them!
maybe some yes! but most of them,definitely a big NO! :)

11) Is there someone you hate?
- i dun hate someone. but i just hate their attitude,behavior. no point
hating someone cause they will never change for the better.
like example,a self-centred person.

12) What do you hate most in your life?
- being humilated like an animal and not being trusted.

13) What your final thing you wanted to do?
- theres nvr be final in things u wanted to do. as when ur moving on in
lifes,theres surely more and more things you wanted and have to do.

14) What do you want your friendship to be like?
- full of jokes,laughter & smiles! no misunderstanding nor grudges
towards each other! yeaa,thats the way! ahahs! :)

15) Whom do you trust the most?
- my parents and kak yanie! :)

16) If your friend snatches your boy/girlfriend, what would you do?
- hmm,see hows the situation is. but i assume all of my friends ar good!
i HOPE laa hor! ahahs! :)

17) If you were feeling low one day, who would you go to?
- to the beach? cause i guess beach is the place where ppl would always
got to when they are feeling down and low! say yes please! ahahs! :)

18) Who would you spend time with if it is the last day of you on earth?
- my family. <333

19) If you ever had a chance to talk to HIM, would you?
- y not? LOL!

20) What do you really want at this moment?
- like ive said before,study very hard for Olevels,get good grades
and get posted into good courses! :)

Instruction:
1)Remove one question from above and replace it with your own question.
2)Make it a total of 20 question.
3)Tag 8 people in your list.
4)List them out at the end of the post.
5)Notify them that they have been tagged.
*Whoever do this,will be blessed.*

! TOP 8 PEOPLE THAT IM GONNA TAGGED ! (:

1) KAK YANIE.
2) HANIFAH.
3) KAK REENA.
4) IZYAN.
5) MALAH.
6) ZHALYNA.
7) FATIMAH.
8) NURISAH.

picturess!

@ 7:42 PM

happy hellos! :)

alright.as ive promised you ppl,ill blog & post

up some pictures,here i am now showing you the

pictures that ive promised. LOL!

so,basically,i shall let the pictures to do the talkings?

ahahs! =X so,enjoy this pictures! nyahahah! =D

cool or wadd? ahahs! okey,random! LOL! :)

while waiting for the wonderful boys to come.

[they are superb late laaaa! deng!]

valencia & singchern said my face & ana's looks

alike! Ohh myy,can u ppl say some new things? ahahs!

in the waterrrrrrr! brgh! ahahhas! the seawater superb

salty! ahaha! so,i suggest u ppl to brg sugar before coming

to sentosa! LOL! =.='''

the two boys. LOL!

snapsnap! :)

so,thats about it deh! im done! ahahs! xP

04 June 2008 @ 9:22 PM

Ohh well,today went out to sentosa with
apart of my classmates! which is,only 8 of
us went there! basically i was reluctant to
join them,but then,with some persuasion,
i go! LOL! it was fun. really. LOL!
well,i guess im too tired to type out wadd
actually happen during my sentosa outing
cause im just plain tired! serious laa okey!
ahahs! so i guess i shall blog again tmr?
& promise u,pictures will be uploaded
too! too tired laa. from 10am till 8pm
outside. i felt worn off. so pardon me yeah!
hees. so,i guess i nid to go to my lala-land
now! so,so long lovelys!
goodnight! :)

dulldulldull!

02 June 2008 @ 10:33 PM

hello again lovelys!
Okeyy,i know that ive not been updating my blog.
but spare me times laa okey! yknow! im a
busy women! ahaha! okey,yar right shahida!
LOL! i guess alotlots of interesting things
had happen towards me! i guess it will take me
aday long to type out wad happen all that.
dis post may not be the proper one! but nvrm!
shall post the proper post in days to come yeah!
ahahs! so,i guess ive gtg now! just post an update
so ppl wunt pester me for newnew updates!
ahahah! okeyy,tmr im off to SP for attatchment!
sucha bore! okeyy laaa! im off to my lalaland now!
goodnight sweethearts!
xoxo