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29 April 2008 @ 8:59 PM

Ohh myy!
got back malay paper 2 today! && guess wad?
i did badly for it. really bad i can say. i nearly
burst into tears but well,nth can help if i cried
right? i felt helpless. seriously. & im really
amazed that aizan,haiziel && some others did
quite well. && i felt a lil bit pissed off too! as
when once i get d paper && when i started to
look at my marks,sabreena & suriana asked
for my marks. u see,when u get to tends up,
for sure u will felt irritated right? & yes! i do!
i ignore their qns. n yes,when sabreena asked
me again,i shouted at her & sat back at my place.
Ohh well,sorry sab & ana for so call vent my
anger towards you both. im sucha dissapointment.
if mom got to noe this,i can bet you,she will
nag at me 24hr non stop! -_-'

just now went to starbucks to study with ana.
thirah && ifah was there too! miss thirah &
ifah so much okey! ((: but i wished d othrs cud
be there but its a miss they are not there.
i miss being with d whole group! <33
but its okey! dis saturday all of us shall come
again together! && i just cant wait for this particular
moment! seriously,i really miss them so much!
&& yes! tmr! SS & Emaths paper 1 exams! if u asked
me have i prepared for this two papers,i wud say
yes. but ive no confidence! im hoping dat d paper
wunt turn out to be veryvery difficult like malay
paper! *pray to god*.
okey,i guess ive got to stop here! ive need to
revise && recap back for tmr exams!
&& i may not be blogging till exams is over!
so long lovelys!

((:
xoxo

Ohh well.

28 April 2008 @ 9:47 PM

erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i guess im being an indolent child? Ohh well,
be it! ive tried my very best to help out in
eveything. but it seems a failure.
u see,being awhole day out in sch till 4pm is
seriously tiring. then be back home & get all
your house chores to be done,seriously make
me feel even more tired! && plus! u have a
very "helpful" brother to help you out
just infuriate you even more! no one eventually
trys to understnd me for goodness sake! but well,
i guess tats my daily routine! sometimes i get
jealous seeing my other friends whom nid not nid
to do any single chores! isnt tat so lucky of them?
how i wished...
eveything nowadays seriously getting on my nerves.
if i said everything means everything!
i just dun noe when can i throw away all dis burden?
haiyahhh! mom,if you only know how badly im suffering
inside,i bet u will understnd me! seriously!
to kak yanie,im damn f***ing sorry if i eventually
hurt ur feelings. im seriously damn stress now!
&& yes,please,i beg you. stop making abg angry.
u dunnoe how badly i will felt if anything will happen
to both of u. ive always regards u as my real sis.
ive nvr get angry with u before kak. cos i appreciate
wad u had done for me. kak,i guess u really dunnoe
d real me. i maybe like a rewind of ur past. but well,
its okeyy. just let me swollow everything inside.
&& i hope i will not get anyone becomes my moodswing
victim! haiyahhhhhh! things seriously happens
at the wrong time! Ohh God. let me free from all
this burden.

&& ppl always says,
everything happens,happens for a reason.
well,let see if dis quote can prove to me right!

bozooooo malay paper!

25 April 2008 @ 11:11 PM

Ohh well,today i sat for d malay midyear paper!

i can just say Ohh Myy Godd laa! the paper is

difficult laa can? okey,its actually not tat totally

difficult laa. its just tat d part where we all have

to make a sentence using a vocab && guess wad?

my malay tcher said tat some vocab words tat

she had given us,three of them for sure will came

out for today paper! but we're wrong! we've cheated!

sobsob! out of 3 qns,only 1 came out! yes! its pathetic!

&& 1 of d vocab words more or less i noe wad it meant.

but for d other one,i totally dunnoe! so frustruating laa!

when my malay tcher went into my class i ask her wads

d meaning all tat laa. n i said,wad,dis word my mother

cousin isit? n she stared at me n laugh! =.='

cos d word i can say d pronounciation smth

like my mom's name! even rizzuan says so! everyone

laughed at me okey! but its okey! cos,i also laugh! =.='''

Ohh well,i seriously know tat dis malay paper no hope

for to to get an A1! but well,i do still have another chance

more! which is d real Olevel itself! argggg! another

burden! >.<

&& after tat paper! went to meet my dearest hanifah! <33

heh. upon meeting her,we both gave each other a very big

hug! miss her damn much laa okey! then we talktalktalk!

cos theres so much stories for us to tell each other! joke

here and there! && ifah treat me burger king! tat was so

nice of her laa! it was a sudden! but well,privilege for me!

nyeheheh.*evil laugh* ahaha! Opss,sorry ifah. was just

kidding! hahah! (: then followed ifah go shopping for awhile!

find for her sandal && she bought a necklace! then went home!

basicly! i miss everything,every moment

all of us,the betes fun time! seriously! i miss those days!

esp d vivo outing! tat outing is d superb fun one laa! hahas!

alot of memories there though! well,if i listed out && storied

you guys about my fun time with them,there will be no

ending! trust me! ahahs! (:

&& yes,before tat! bump into my ex pri sch mates! heryane &&

raden! gosh! been missing them for awhile man! talk to them

for awhile && then home sweet home laa! (:

wooo,i guess its kind long entry for today! LOL!

so,i shall blog again soon? ahahs!

takecare sweethearts!

=='

24 April 2008 @ 6:23 PM

PHEWWWWW!
at last english paper have already ended!
the paper was alright! i thought the paper will be veryvery
difficult! but turns up,it was okey! i did manage to
do all && finish all on time! not on time i mean. cos i still
can took a nap for like 15minutes? LOL! but ive double
check my work though! i hope,i will pass tat paper dis
time! *pray to god*

okey,theres still moreeeeee to go! tmr malay paper 2!
i gonna die soon laa! all d vocab words tat my malay tcher
had given us,was like difficult? as my malay tcher gave us
some vocab words and told us tat some will come out for
exams. && we have to find out wads d meaning n have to
make a sentence using tat words! ive tried asking some
of my more knowledgable friends and surprisingly they
do not know too! gawddddd! so troublesome laa!
i guess,sms-ing cikgu rafidah directly is more worth it lor.
hah! shall sms her later! LOL!

i guess tats all for now! i gotta find all d vocabs meaning.
wish me luck for tmr ppl! my only malay paper! =='''

((:

=.='

23 April 2008 @ 6:31 PM

Ohh gawddddddddddddddd!
tmr i will be sitting for my english paper 1 && 2!
*butterflies in my stomach* yes,am feeling very
nervous! tats so not me laa okey! but idk y! well,
i just hope mr james my "wonderful" english tcher
wud give us some face as in set d english paper
easy laa! && for tat im sure he wunt! =.='''
after tmr,malay paper 2! && tat paper indeed
giving me a headache now! well,ppl ard me said
tat i need not worry about my malay cos its already
good. but well,i dun wanna be too complasent. cos
later ended up,my result wunt turn d way i want
and better d way they expect my result wud be!
i can really say this year is the mostmost stressful
year for me && d rest of my classmates! apparently,
Olevel MT is just amonth away from now! i pitied my
chinese classmates. i can said tat their chinese tcher love to
waste plenty of time nagging then getting things to be
done! nagnagnag until one period gone! isnt tat we called
waste of time? even complaining dint works! this tcher
seriously dumb laa! =.=''' but wadever thing itis,im glad tat
my malay tcher is not as bad as theirs! or i can say wayy
better! tats wad my chinese classmates told me though! LOL!
aiyaaa! just now during MT period,my malay tcher gave out
our latest malay test paper! && i can tell u,i did quite badly
laa! even rasyidah too! idk y! but d othrs like suriana,sabreena
improve alot laa okey! well,i dun mind actualy. at least i dint
ask my malay tcher qns like some others do during tat particular
test! quite a dissapointment laa. but well,i told myself tat
im not gonna gave up! i wil prove to them laa. i must get
dat A1 for my malay paper! *insyaallah*
Ohh well,i guess its time for me to end my
stories here laa! its time for me to study though!
guess will blog again sometimes soon! && yes!
ppl,wish me luck yeah! hopefully i can do it tmr!
*pray hard*

takecare darlinggs! (:

im missing everyone! :(

21 April 2008 @ 7:34 PM

im back? LOL! :)
&& now,i shall commence tat my english midyear paper gonna
start in few days time? n which is on dis thurs! =.=' n yet,idk
what shud i study for english cos it seems tat theres nth i can study
for that particular subjects! gawd! i guess,i just gonna pray hard tat
the english paper will be veryvery easy! yeah right! dream on shahida!
LOL!

life nowadays becoming so tedious for me! dun ask me why! cos i think
exams are just ard d corner i guess! LOL! && im missing everyone!
especially my girlfriends && kak yanieeee! tsktsk! dint get to
meet my girlfriends like about 1monthplus? && kak yanie!
i didnt get to meet her like almost 3months! gawd! isnt tat too long?

im just pretty stress right now. well,exams n all stuff. n guess wad?
olevel malay is just amonth away from now! && tats really fast
okey! apparently,ive not prepared yet for any Olevel papers but
bcos of time passes so fast,i have to! just wish me luck ya ppl?
i really hope i can clear my malay paper ASAP! as it
cause a burden for me! LOL!

&& yes,to shahrul,see! my blog not colourful anymore!
so dun complain too much okey!
hahahah! :P && speak GOOD MALAY! LOL! :P

goodnight dearies!
(:

laughter is d best medicine! xD

14 April 2008 @ 7:15 PM

woooo! here i am again! LOL! :D
wahh,time past by real fast aye? cos,next week
midyear exams already started! i dint notice it at first!
n i bet neither my classmates too!
but when my english tcher told us,our english paper
that we're sitting for is just next week,almost everyone
were flabbergasted. but well,wad to do! we cant possibly
change d time back or even change d date of d exams right?

alot of things happen today. i mean,some of my classmates
had a moodswing today. i guess its monday blues? LOL! some are very
gleeful. n yet,some are very petulant. i tried to slow talk with some
n yes,some are okey n some of cos are not. indeed,i had my so call
mood swing but not becos of myself but becos of d way ppl talk to me.
seriously sickening! but well,at least he said sorry for d tings he said to
me. if not,i wud have killed him earlier! LOL!

well,ana dearest,i hope u heed some of my advise at least yeah.
talk to him nicely n yes,straightfoward if u can. put ur ego one side.
i noe u wldnt want dis things to happen though. but yes,be strong girl!
ive always be there for u! n u also noe it right?
for izyan gf,u too be strong! dun let things tat already happen stress u
up n make u feel down. rmbr too! im always there for u gf! (:
whatever the ting is,remember this!
Laughter,is the best medicine! (:
so better u two laugh alright? ahahs! =D

okey lor,
till here then!
takecare darlinggs!
(:

iloveyoumom! (:

10 April 2008 @ 9:10 PM

gosh! im feeling rather tardy or i can say feeling very feeble.
plus lethargic too! if i knew that going to sch today will resulted
me sleeping all d day long,i wldnt even come to sch! ok,no use to
regret now cos i already went to sch today! but i went home half
way. i just can take it. feeling very downbeat nowadays laa.
idk why. maybe because im sick and plus that midyear is just ard
d corner? idk!

im so greatful to have my caring mom. yeah,her TLC towards me
had prove to me tat she do really care about me. moreover,
she even dun let me do d house chores! isnt tat so sweet of her?
she even bought me soup for me to eat before taking my medicne.
she even said tat,eat ur medicine then sleep. so tat u will have
ur energy back to sch d next day! i feel so touched until i shed tears.
for goodness sake i do! yes mom, i love u n i really do.
how much u hated me for not listening to u,
i still love u. plus dad too! dad being too naggy nowadays!
why not! i dun wanna see d doctor nor do wanna eat a
thing cos ive no appetite at all! but he
insisted me to eat! ok,i did wad he ask me to.
i dun wanna trouble him anw! LOL!

i guess,ive got nth much to say. feeling rather aghast now. lol!
i need to sleep now! my head is rather too heavy for me to keep awake!
i guess i shall blog again soon! takecare dearies!
(:

09 April 2008 @ 10:42 AM

woooohhhh!
am stuck at home! its not i dun wanna go to
school,but im sick okey! feverfeverfever! its like a yearly
routine for me. each time before any exams gonna start,
i will get sick! if its not before exams it will be after exams!
so sian right? -.- but wad to do! i think my immune system
already like this laa! thats y! ok,wadever itis,i got to go to
sch tmr! n yes,i might be feeling very lethargic tmr! cos im not even
fully recover! but wad to do? i still have to go to sch right?
midyear is just ard d corner man!

my blogskin is so plain laa. i wanna change it but i dun noe how!
-.- am waiting for nurisah to help me with dis stuffs laa. but it
seems tat both of us are initially buzy nowadays,so i just leave it to
her. when she wanna do it for me. tat will be more then great! (:
tell u,i dun really noe how to edit this blog. weiyang help me in editing
dis blog! so sweet of him huh? but i just cant ask him to help me again!
i dun want to trouble him again laa! pity him laa okey! ahahs! (:

ok fine,i think ive got to take a rest! my head just dun let me
use my comp too long! ok,i gotta rest now! shall blog again
soonn! (:
takecare lovelys! (: