its my life story

keep holding on. (:

27 February 2008 @ 8:49 PM

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side,
you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know
I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
So far awayI wish you were here
Before it's too late,
this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it throughJust stay strong
'Cause you know
I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Hear me when I say,
when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change,
nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da daLa da da daLa da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it throughJust stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through

i guess dis is d most memorable
songs i can think about now!
(:

FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER
EVER END! (:
I LOVE YOU
FRIENDS! (:

THANK YOU for everything! (:

23 February 2008 @ 10:59 PM

Ok ppl,i shall post d pictures
we took & i took during d motivational
course! eventhough its little
but do enjoy ya!
(:

me,huimin,ana,shaun(mr CUTIE! aha!)

us again with our
motivational speaker!
she so damn bubbly yet sweet!
i miss her though!
):

sab,amin,me & ana!

now with the 5n2 girls,me &
our another motivaitonal speaker
AMIN! (hes horny i can say!
very hilarious! ahahah! (:)
bet,we miss him too! ):

ok,this is how we mess up d library!

ahah!

full of papers all ard!

&& i miss it ok!

):

well,tat is wad all about!
so sad!
it ended so soon!
i really miss them!
really miss them so much!
thay are so wonderful!
really make me change my life
for d better!
i truly appreciate wad they
have done to make
me realise tat
studies & family is really
really important.
plus friends too!
true friends i can say.

i can tell you,this is
the best ever course ive
gone to!
words n expression will
not noe how i felt actualy,
but i truly glad tat im
in yss and
be with my friends.
they are d best among the rest!
to my family too!

I LOVE YOU!
truly from my heart,
i really do.

thanks for everything.
(:

past dosent equal to future.

22 February 2008 @ 11:34 PM

HELLO EVERYONEEE!
(:

for past 3 days been to motivational
courses.
n dis 3 days really make my life change
for d better.
it makes me feel more n more confidence.
makes me feel tat im like a new person.
past 3 days,
ive leart alot n alot of new things.
esp things for me to apply when
im studying,
reading books all tat.
really really useful.
its very hard for me to list down wad
me n my other friends been taught.
its alot i can say.
hahs.
(:

first day,
introduction all tat.
we get to know amin,gary & huimin.
amin is sucha hilarious person,
very down to earth person.
n tat goes same to gary.
huimin,is sucha bubbly & sweet
lady.
a very very nice lady too!
we call her PO!
cos gary say she looks like a PO!
ahah!
very funny laa!
we did alot!
n we laugh alot too!
:D
well,time flew very fast & next
day to come.

2nd day,
gary start of d day wif his jokes all tat.
but suddenly smth went wrong
when sumone actualy so
call rude to him like tat.
maybe shes fed up besos
VP scolded her or wad.
i dun noe.
but well,
its very very scary though!
then later on,
afternoon came,
amin took gary's place.
n there is when emotional struck
all of us.
most of us cried like
no body business.
amin told us & story us about parents
all tat.
tell me,who dint felt emotional when
it comes to parents?
all does right?
n he asked us to wrote a letters to our
parents,either mum or dad.
i wrote for both!
n i cried again!
so yeah,
i cried until i felt a very big headache.
but afterall,did manage to
laugh cos shaun make some jokes all tat.
huimin lesson getting interesting
as we like challenge one n other group.
its fun laa.
n yeah,
when we have fun,we have to end it also.
so time for us to go home &
come back tmr for for d
last day of d course! sad ok! :(

3rd day,
last day of d motivational course.
ok,was late.
ard 15-20 min late.
bloddy hell,
i noe i will not took taxi.
i thought d talk have started but
actualy not!
idiot right?
hahs!
went to sch,chit chat &
huimin start off d programe first.
gary dint came. so sad laa ok!
things went interesting laa.
did same thing like d day before.
fun laa.
then afternoon time,
amin took over her.
so if he starting d lesson already,
he will always tune on d BIG SHOW
music. ahah. funny laa!
&& we will cheer for him! (:
talk,talk,talk,
laugh,laugh,laugh.
then we went to sch hall.
all our parents are there.
my parents came late becos they
waited for d prayers to finish first laa.
so yeah,
i wanted to say some speech on stage.
so whoever wanted to,
are please to do so.
infront of everyone & parents too.
after amin talk all tat,
its our time to talk,
express our feelings all tat laa.
a guys from 4E have gone first.
ok,his not tat so touching laa.
then joan,
hers basiclly about studies all tat.
after tat suriana,
her part,almost everyone cried.
very touching.
then rasyidah,
hers also.
then sabreena.
her d most laa.
then got more laa. so many to
mention. ahah.
i wanted to go but i dint manage to.
cos not enuf of time laa.
so,too bad laa.
then amin told us to go to frends or
anyone whom we love to show some gratitude to
them by saying i love you.
so i wnet to my parents,
gave them d letters,
i hug my mom,
i cried.
i noe im a bad girl.
but ive change now.
for d better.
to dad also.
i noe they are both sad.
but wad to do right?
hah.
then when to hug my other frends n
say sorry all tat.
i went up to joan,n say sorry
to her.
hug her.
i said sorry to her.
i misses her ok!
known her since P5.
n have a so call cold fight for 2 years.
tats so disgusting right?
then sang songs.
very harmonious!
i like!
sec 4E n 5N together!
its a very comfort feelings.
after that we had our
refreshment,
n went home.

well,i guess my story is very2 longg
laaa! actualy i cut short ok!
n i cut short alot laa!
ahah!
(:
but nvrm!
at least i say some relavent info
which u guys can sumhow figure it out
laa.
hahs!
overall,i have a very fun exprience!
i really reallly love it laa!

lastly,i wanna say this to my mum & dad,
I LOVE YOU!
truly from my heart.
i really do.
thank you.

~keep holding on.

bored days turn to ?? (:

17 February 2008 @ 6:50 PM

HAPPIEST HELLLOS!
:DDD

im so bored today.
so went blogging!
gaaahh.
(:
nth much to blog today.
cos i dint do anyting today.
dint go out.
just slacking at home!
lol!
i did go out laa.
but just to return some things all tat.
so,yeah.
after cleaning my whole house,
then on my comp laa.
boring ok!
im all alone at home!
aiyo!

while blogging,
someone whom i dun noe msg me
in d sense wanna noe me?
like wth laa.
i mean,
i dun like anyone to pass my
no to ppl i dun noe
w/o my permission.
also,
aizan get d msg from that
particular person too!
so strange dint u tink so?
i mean,
tat person says to me
hes a someone from admalrity.
but from aizan's
msg was
shes a sumone form admalrity too.
so,from there
i noe that person was just playing ard.
WAD A FOOL!
haha.
then when i get to know,
that person was
HAIZIEL!

idiot right?
wadever haiziel!
tmr u gonna get it from me laa!
n i guess from d others too!
BLOODY HELL!
but,its funny laa ok.
ahaha!
(:
he fooled me,aizan & farid i guess?
idiot right?
but nvrm,
its ok.
at least
hes my classmate.
if not,
he gotta some GOOD GOOD
scoldings from me!
HAHA!
:D

well,
i guess till here then my post will
end now!
start a day in a bored2 wayy
& end up with a cute cute wayy!
bloody hell!
ahah!

takecareeee everyonneee!~

PS : im starting to like you even moree. (:

haix.

14 February 2008 @ 8:52 PM

helloooo ppl!

its been a week i dint blog?
or isit been days?
ahas!
ok crap,
its still means d same thing!
today at sch,
having physics & chem test!
i guess i can do d paper laa.
for d first time i do my
chemistry test paper with
focus && carefully!
LOL!
i hope i can pass my
chemistry!
cos,ive fail my first
test!
grrr!
pathetis liao!
ahahs!
(:

myy mood went good
when until hanifah told me smth!
GOD!
i cried immedietly!
i mean,
suddenly tears running dowm
to my cheeks laa.
gosh!
if only i dint went to
YISHUN SECONDARY SCHOOL!
my life will be not like dis?
i guess?
its a part of all of our
lifes to like having a crush to
someone right?
i mean,
its not a sin right?
i only tink hes CUTE!
&& PLEASE!
i only THINK ur CUTE!
& not MORE THAN TAT!
not even saying i wanted u to
be my bf?
ehh,i know who i am laa!
im not tat so desprate to do tat!
i have my own pride!
you ppl tink you all are so perfect?
mind you,
if u tink u are,
u guys are just not!
irritating dickheads!
URGHHHH!

so what if im fat?!
BIG size?!
did i own u ppl a living?
did i?!
did i disturb u guys?
i dint for sure right!
KNN laa!
luckily u ppl already graduated!
if not,it will
only make my life difficult!
REALLY!
i noe,
its useless for me to cry over
some useless assholes.
but i just cant take it!
i mean,
im indirectly being embarrased!
THIS IS SERIOUSLY NOT FAIR!

i use to remember,
haiziel always says,
fat ppl is an always happy person!
BUT!
does he noe my feelings?
does he noe how is it feel when
ppl say ur fat?
& wadever shit?
does he?
does ppl all noe tat?
u ppl will just dun noe how i feel!
seriously!
how badly i cry also,
it wldnt make any difference to
anyone!
cos,
for once,
they will shut their bloody mouth,
next,
they will say it again!
haix!
i just dun understnd you ppl!
seriously!

&& to u,
you making me to hate you
even more!
just tink this,
if you are in my shoes,
what will u feel?

im feeling useless~

09 February 2008 @ 9:33 PM

aiyo!
feel like blogging liao!
ahahs!
(:
today went out wid 1/2 of d bates!
tat was first part of d day laa.
met ifah at yishun mrt
then went off to
penisula.
ifah bought 2 pants!
& i bought only one!
ahahs!
you see,ifah is so into
shopping today!
siao right?
ahah! (:
then after that,
we head to bugis.
before tat we went to buger king
as ifah is so hungry like as if she havent
eaten for like dayyyys!
ahahs! (:
ok,to make it short & simple,
we went to shop for shirts
& then wan met us up & bugis itself laa.
& again ifah shop for 2 shirt
& for myself one!
seriously,ifah was so into shopping until
i have to like stop her saying enuf for
today lahh!
wooooo,so bad huh?
ahahahas!

then three of us when down to
woodlands & met up atikah & atirah.
mwt up jay & fnd also laa.
talk talk talk!
then we accompany wan to
banquet as hes hungry!
while wan & atikah is eating,
me & ifah talk wid fnd lahh,
walau,
tat guy ahh,FULL of
crap!
ahahs!
childish i can say laa!
but hes funny laa!
full of humour!
lol!
was laughing all d way you noe!
then we headed back to
yishun,
walk around at np for
awhile,
then i bought macd ice cream!
then we head back home!
&& yah!
we took alot of pics today ok!
hee!
(:

Oklaa,
till here then i blog!
hehe!
shall blog again next time hor!
tc everyone!
(:

PS : i miss him like crazyyy! LOL! (:

you dint even say sorry!

05 February 2008 @ 8:57 PM

feeling teribly cheesed off!
i mean,ive got
my own limits laa.
if u wanna disturb me,
can of cos,but
dun over doing it!
for once i can take it,
for twice & so on,
i cant!
seriously i cant!
i felt so humilated!
seriously speaking!
i know,u guys are so call
perfect?
&& im not?!
WTH lahh!
who u tink you are to say im tat?
ehh,
stop it laa.
for like 5 years ive been
humilated && been
keep humilated,
isnt tat enuf for u ppl?
if u guys are in my shoes,
what will u guys feel?
of cos angry right?!
im not an animal of wad,
im a human being!
i do have feelings!
if you tink you are too
perfect,
come & tell me!
let me see if ur one!
if not,
dun bother!

i am tired of all dis things!
i am seriously!
i know its useless to cry over
some or even u can say little
things.
but,i have my own feelings.
you guys cant simply
forget tat!
if you know u dun like to be
teased or be humilated,
dun ever do tat to me!
haiya!
i noe u wldnt understnd one!
lol!

FOR ONCE!
i hope u guys please change laa!
be mature enuf to think!
haix.
i tink,its fated tat
i have to be humilated laa.
&& summore!
dint even SAY SORRY!
how rude can you be!
well,
thats for all today!
just wanna let go all of my
anger && bullshit!
grrr!
i hope tmr will be a great day for me!
**HOPEFULLY**

TAKECARE!
(:

ps ; its uneasy as you tink it is.
be in my shoe & you will know what i meant.

its STUDY time! (:

02 February 2008 @ 11:49 PM

happy helloooooos!
(:

life is so stressful for
me now a days!
god!
alot of test coming up!
i noe,
dis year im sitting for Olevel
exams!
&& i have no time to like
play ard like i use
to last time!
huhu!
(:

now,i realy can feel
how stressful my frens are

when they are sitting for

Olevel!
Ouhh myy!
im so stress you noe!
stress on catching up wid
chemistry!
amaths!
emaths!
grrr!
can i like not have dis subs?
i hate it man!
aiyo!

Oh well,
i guess,it will
be a short post for now!
gotta revise up on
my amths & emaths!
shall blog again soon yaw!

TAKECARE!

(:

ps : Oh god,if only you know,i miss him so much! haix.