its my life story

haix.

14 February 2008 @ 8:52 PM

helloooo ppl!

its been a week i dint blog?
or isit been days?
ahas!
ok crap,
its still means d same thing!
today at sch,
having physics & chem test!
i guess i can do d paper laa.
for d first time i do my
chemistry test paper with
focus && carefully!
LOL!
i hope i can pass my
chemistry!
cos,ive fail my first
test!
grrr!
pathetis liao!
ahahs!
(:

myy mood went good
when until hanifah told me smth!
GOD!
i cried immedietly!
i mean,
suddenly tears running dowm
to my cheeks laa.
gosh!
if only i dint went to
YISHUN SECONDARY SCHOOL!
my life will be not like dis?
i guess?
its a part of all of our
lifes to like having a crush to
someone right?
i mean,
its not a sin right?
i only tink hes CUTE!
&& PLEASE!
i only THINK ur CUTE!
& not MORE THAN TAT!
not even saying i wanted u to
be my bf?
ehh,i know who i am laa!
im not tat so desprate to do tat!
i have my own pride!
you ppl tink you all are so perfect?
mind you,
if u tink u are,
u guys are just not!
irritating dickheads!
URGHHHH!

so what if im fat?!
BIG size?!
did i own u ppl a living?
did i?!
did i disturb u guys?
i dint for sure right!
KNN laa!
luckily u ppl already graduated!
if not,it will
only make my life difficult!
REALLY!
i noe,
its useless for me to cry over
some useless assholes.
but i just cant take it!
i mean,
im indirectly being embarrased!
THIS IS SERIOUSLY NOT FAIR!

i use to remember,
haiziel always says,
fat ppl is an always happy person!
BUT!
does he noe my feelings?
does he noe how is it feel when
ppl say ur fat?
& wadever shit?
does he?
does ppl all noe tat?
u ppl will just dun noe how i feel!
seriously!
how badly i cry also,
it wldnt make any difference to
anyone!
cos,
for once,
they will shut their bloody mouth,
next,
they will say it again!
haix!
i just dun understnd you ppl!
seriously!

&& to u,
you making me to hate you
even more!
just tink this,
if you are in my shoes,
what will u feel?

im feeling useless~